happy?? moody??

hemmm.. during wed i went to watch movie wif jen them.. act wana go pick dam dam de bt he 8 7 miles tt time.. so far away.. sry tt cn't go pick u lo.. den go watch nite 8 d museum 2.. hohoho.. finaly.. so nice oo.. n noe wat?? i did stupid thg again.. lol.. i haven change my atm card den i go take money.. den go for few banks stil cn't take money out.. haizzz.. after tt jen found tt problem.. lol.. finaly cn take money out.. hehe.. after tt, we go across riverside to eat.. alex join us during nite time.. lol.. find a person same type of skin in a geng.. hoho.. anywhr.. i stil is d one who 'attack' by them.. lol.. oh ya.. stil gt one mol person join us, jen jen de fren,Ray.. he so tall la.. hw tall is he ha?? forget to ask.. hemmm.. after we eat.. my mood suddently drop..跌到谷底了.. i owes thk tt i edi let go of him.. coz i seldom thk of him agn.. i gt no much feeling when facing him agn.. bt i jz realise tt i stil nt yet let go of him.. nt yet.. my heart stil pain when i thk of laz time hw he hurt me.. i don noe y i so k bout him?? i oso dono tt had i ever fall into him?? had i ever?? i don thk so.. o jz fren?? bcoz i treat him as a real fren bt he treat me lik a bull shit so i hurt by him?? i realy dono.. laz nite.. i drive lik crazy bcoz thking of him again.. n damn eyes tear.. kp on dropping.. i hate myself so weak.. i hate!!! anywhr nw much mol better..