year 2011

ya.. is 2011 edi, nt much different for me act..

jz nd to change 10 to 11 when i write date. lol..

update blog.. n found tt my blog is boring..

n.. owes lazy to update,

which cause me forget wat i wan to update..

end up..

no thg update.. :p

haha..

satisfy wif nwadays life..

nt too much change o act change lots jz i suit them vry fast?

laz yr hav many vry first time,

1st time leave my beloved family so long n so far away

1st time leave my beloved bed n pillow so long n so far away

1st time din eat mum's cooking for a long period

1st time eat malay's food for omoz everyday

1st time stay 8 west m'sia for a long period

1st time live wif ppl who are strangers n nw r ji mui

1st time hav assignment n owes laz min

1st time enjoy my life wifout tv for so long

1st time i hav fun n spend lots 8 west m'sia

1st time i use ktm,lrt n monorel

1st time i went to prom nite

1st time i went pulau pangkor

1st time i saw blue eye

1st time i went melaka

1st time i fly alone

1st time i climb up to the 3rd waterfall of gunung gading

1st time i saw real rafflesia!!!!

n for the vry 1st time.. i feel so guilty to mummy..

so many 1st time in my 2010

chat about donate organ wif my mum jz nw..

she seem lik nt rely agree wif me..

she ask me to donate blood enuf

no nd donate organ

din tok much bout tt..

ya i noe, touch wood.. y suddenly say tis kind of thg?

bt i rely thk tt live is so short,

who noe wat wil happen next min o even next sec?

so i enjoy every sec of my life nw.. ^^

i dono y i wan to donate organ，

伟大?? i don thk so..

i nvr thk tt i wil 伟大

i nvr thk to save ppl

jz tt, its good to let ppl hav the opportunities to live

if i cnt, den let others hav the chances.

coz the world is so beautiful

don waste it..

if i die suddenly.. yaya touch wood

i hope i cn,

cn donate my organs

n.. i wan 火葬.

幸福的我~

今天有目一睹世界最大的花，不枉此行。。^^

今天去了gunung gading.. 好累好累。。。虽然很累可是还是很兴奋，终于有人陪我爬上第三个瀑布了。。辛苦的确是值得的，我看到了世界最大的莱佛士花。。好感动哦。。今天是冬至节晚上回家过节。。

今天忽然很感慨，

觉得，我真的真的好幸福。。

有着疼爱我的家人，

成为我避风港的家。。

有着陪我疯狂的朋友，

陪伴着我把空白的记忆填满五颜六色的美好回忆。。

有着美好的古晋，

留下家人与朋友的足迹。。

上了大学，

有着陪我苦陪我乐的室友。。

虽然知道要努力念书才能拿好成绩，

我却向往放松点，

活得精彩的人生。。

虽然成绩只是平平，

平时的玩乐却让我庆幸

我没让压力把我自己压垮。。

虽然别人都说那是我懒惰的借口。。

可是人生短短几十年，

难道就要让成绩填满自己的一生吗？

我不要那样的生活。。

我不后悔我选择的路。。

而是对自己的选择负责。。

我真的觉得我是很幸福的。。

有爸妈，有姐姐，弟弟，妹妹。。

有jen,yiin,fei,yan,sang sang,angkao,moo moo,bert,elvin,dam dam,等等等。。。

有pc,enna,muachi,shu fang,ooi,yee yan,yen bei虫虫,ah boon,susie,andy,poh poh,izzac n so on..

还有那些对我微笑过的人，

谢谢你们对我表达友善。。

我真的好幸福。。

好幸福。。

outing

outing everyday after i bck frm johor.. i m broke nw... lol.. rely hav a great day.. morning go eat kolo me 8 xin lian cheng wif yan, evening went hock lee play bsb wif fei n yiin, den bought a book 8 smart n owe yiin RM14, oh gosh.. nw i m fu zi chan le.. after tt my daddy suddenly cum bck.. wondering y he so free.. cum bck twice wifin a week.. don say me bad coz don wan my daddy cum bck.. i jz wondering y he cn go hr n thr wifin a week, nt near lo.. nt tired oo? den 2nite act is me drive de den cnt le.. terpaksa ask angkao drive me home.. hehehe.. thx so much.. wonderland wat wat wat.. hemm.. forget le.. hehe.. rm5 to go in, say nt worth den no, say worth, nt rely oso.. hehe.. hav a crazy n enjoy nite 8 millions which b4 tis is 175. jz wondering y the fish don wan to bite us le.. hemmm.. our legs too clean edi.. XD after tt angkao drive us bck.... the tayar puncture(nt sure is spell lik tis ma? google translate de.. XD) under the rain we try to fix it, nt trying to mahuan anyone de, bt ngam ngam angkao's car don hav ka chang.. so.. terpaksa mahuan angkao's jie fu to help us which live near to matang.. feel so guilty lo.. coz my houz gt a lil far n owes mahuan ppl drive me.. hehe.. btw, gonna ask my daddy o mummy go check the car le coz i owes feel the car wana si huo si huo during i drive it, n i wan go check whether my car gt ka chang bo? hehe.. for safety.. rely thx for angkao.. ^^

home sweet home.. ^^

i m home!!! lol.. i noe i hav been a long time din update my blog.. sory ya.. after few weeks exam.. act is few days la.. bt terpaksa stay 8 batu pahat for few weeks.. me cum bck to kch again.. hohoho.. bt tis time mol excited.. coz mozly fren cum bck le.. hohoho... den 2 day yan fei n yiin go pick me 8 airport.. oh.. so touch... miss fei so much.. less yiin n yan less.. lol.. coz laz few week gt met yan n yiin bt nt fei.. hehe.. fei say me bcum mol beautiful le.. hoho.. nt oli one time she say tt ooo.. XD hemmm.. b4 cuming bck go to melaka n hav fun wif coursemate.. awesome.. 美丽的地方跟对的人去，风景会是更美的，不美的地方跟对的人去还是会漂亮的。。^^ lol.. hemmm.. wan to kp fit.. lol.. tis word i say from form1 til nw stil din success to do it.. haha.. plus tis time cum bck gonna eat lots of hao liao again.. praying tt i wun gain fat.. XD

二十四

time running..

一天二十四个小时，一千四百四十分钟，八万六千四百秒。

够用吗？

是不够用？还是一直都是我在浪费时间？？

把时间都花在了，吃，睡，上网。

food...

书，没在念。

功课，没在做。

该做的，都没做。

不该做的，都做了。

这算是堕落吗？

还是只是没动力？

心，永远不在书本上。

头脑，永远只在玩乐上。

books???

倒数着假期的到来，

却忘了大考在假期前。

先来后到总有排序，

可假期总喜欢插队。

先苦后甜人人懂，

先甜后苦人人做。

该读书时在玩乐，

在考试时叫苦连天。

or fun???

总是埋怨时间不够，

却忘了之前是谁浪费。

怎么办？

谁来提醒我别做杀手？

提醒我别再做时间杀手。。

enuf time??

懒惰

慢慢的

一点点的

吞没我的神经细胞

我真的好懒啊。。。

7.11.2010 sunday

2day is my daddy birthday n oso dear yan de birthday.. bt den daddy nt 8 home so bo bian.. cnt celebrate wif my beloved daddy.. den i ajak py bt py tml hav exam, i ajak ong bt ong nd to work.. den others nt in kch.. so x nd to mention.. lol.. XD so i decide to celebrate for her me myself, ong pass me the present n ask me to pass to yan, den i jz go to buy present tis evening b4 go to her houz, den go taka to buy a small cake for her.. hehe.. owes though tt yan jz same age wif us, forget jor is her 21st birthday.. ^^ lol.. bt den nvm.. hehe.. after sing birthday song for yan den i hav dinner 8 yan houz, home cook owes the best!! lol.. after tt we both hide into the room n watch drama, den go hav supper, plan to go 3rd miles to hav kueh chap who noe too late edi kueh chap cloz edi, den go hui sing thr c stil hav kueh chap ma? who noe, mozly shop oso cloz le.. lol.. after tt we ate kolo mee, we both share a bowl of kolo mee.. diet?? no la.. jz nt tt hungry.. hehe..^^ othough jz 2 of us bt den our topic jz none stop... kp chatting.. lol.. she ask me to overnite bt den cnt coz tml my mum stil nd to use car.. so bo bian.. oh ya.. when i go yan houz omoz bei yan de dog xia si.. lol.. tt bubu rely bad.. XD lol.. waiting for dec when mozly fren cum bck.. hoho.. den wana go sing k n go bako!!! hohoho..

5.11.2010 fri

lol.. gt ppl ask me to update my blog, n vry hou lian pi de ask me write her in my blog.. hahaha.. XD tt day go wif py n her fren for movie, rise of the mummy, a comedy, nt bad, bt... gt leng zai py acc is the moz important.. 2day go to hav breakfast 8 zhen gong fu wif yan, yiin n yiin de fren, quite leng de lo.. haha.. py say nt leng she oso wun bring her home to stay, haha.. long time din go zhen gong fu le.. nice nice.. early morning after send my mum to work den i go to yan thr n chit chat wif her.. hoho.. long time no c stil many thg to chat.. hehe.. py fren so cute.. cuter den py, XD n py houz de puppies damn cute la.. bt den when grow up liao nt cute le leh.. i told my mum tt py's puppies so cute den my mum said, den u ask those puppies don grow up lo.. -.- swt dao.. after hav breakfast send them bck.. hemmm, when i go my sis sch to fetch her, make me in a traffic jam, shud say i m the one who cause traffic jam, den gam gam met tiok my xiao shu bck frm kl de, he cum down n help me drive, so paiseh.. lol.. bo bian, my skill stil nt tt gd, my xiao shu drive 8 kl de leh.. kai wan xiao?? haha.. my xiao shu goin to marry le, congratz, he n his gf many yrs edi lo.. ^^ mayb i hav the chance to attend his hun li, coz 8 kl.. hehe.. hemmm, my daddy n yan birthday is on tis sun, don huai yi, their birthday on the same day, bt den my daddy tt day jz go bck to work, so tis sun i gonna to celebrate wif yan.. shhh.. hehe.. ^^

forget to say...

forget to say.... my mx din get full mark.. oli get 36/40.. make me so so so disappointed on myself.. dono y i so kless.. haizz.. 心情久久未能平复。。。。

hohohohoho.. hahahahaha..

lol.. yaya.. i noe i omoz crazy edi, bt bobian.. too happy edi.. XD me at home nw!!! act few days ago edi home la.. tt day go johor senai airport den use 1 hr n 20mins to bck to kch.. wohoo!!! hemm.. wan to thx my houzmate ooi, rely thx her, she treat me for my lunch n oso purposely bring me to airport.. touch~ hehe.. having nice meal 8 johor, pic ah.. next time jz upload ba.. den after i bck kch.. i ate my beloved kolo mee.. hohohoho.. so so so nice.. bck home, ate mummy made de 蜜蜂窝。。 nice。。after tt the next day daddy bought a new hp for me coz mine omoz rosak.. kolian my x hp, drop so many times edi nw stil cn function jz tt gt a lil sot sot so nd to change edi.. new hp is X2 model, nokia, RM350, honestly i stil lik my k810i mol, coz the new hp de camera rely.. nt tt gd.. bt nvm, gt hp use den ok le.. ^^ after tt go 101 hav dinner, oh gosh, i ate til so full, i ate cha kueh, pork satay, fried kuew tiaw, 煎饺, bak kuk teh.. nice!!! kch food rely nice nice nice!!! after tt go shopping.. hoho.. gt ppl pay leh.. XD den 2day my mum cook 猪脚 n biling。 oh.. my beloved du ka.. n quite a long long time din eat biling edi.. hemm.. forget to say i drive 2day.. hoho.. luckily my driving skill din 退步.. hehe.. tml goin to make 米包米 .. hohoho.. den ask mummy cook 虾煎(ppl de is 'o a jian'), n wan to eat salad!! 8 jb memang less eat vegetable n fruits.. hoho.. hohohoho.. so so so happy.. gt so many nice thg eat.. wakakaka.. XD my mum say i m growing fatter so don wan to cook nice thg for me eat.. bt she stil cook for me act, jz say say using mouth.. bt den my grandma, uncle n aunt them all say me slim jor bo.. hw come?? my weight oso gain edi ooo.. hehe.. bt nvm.. cn eat jiu hao le.. wakakakaka.. oh ya.. date wif py hav breakfast on next fri which is 5 of nov.. ^^ hemmm.. quite many ppl nt in kch nw.. wana go out oso don hav ppl acc.. bt nvm.. kch is stil the best!!! i love kch!!!

home..

sry coz long time din update.. i noe.. hehe.. bt bo bian.. tons of test n assignment to do.. nw.. wow.. relax edi.. rely miss my home.. hehe.. kolian my sis cnt go bck jz coz her lecturers all bad guys.. she stil hav 2 test n 2 presentation to go.. she cried to my mummy on phone jz bcoz she cnt go bck.. haizz.. tis time go bck act is for celebrate her 21st birthday.. who noe? kesiannya.. hemm.. having mx test tt day, having confidence to get full mark bt make me feel so so nervous coz scare tt i wil disappointed.. tml is the time result out.. oh gosh.. lecturer say vry few ppl get full oli.. T.T praying.. XD oh ya.. i found sumthg in uni, tt is, do everythg in laz min, noe wat, i act wil hav my presentation using slide show by tml, den i plan to do it 2nite, bt den lecturer suddenly change to fri morning?! oh gosh, i m goin bck on thurs edi la.. the presentation gt marks de leh.. so bo bian, bincang bincang, conclusion is do it tis afternoon.. WAT???!!! tis afternoon? den jz noe it tis morning, n we wil hav claz til 2pm n the presentation start 3pm while my slide nt yet done?? shud say nt yet start.. is lik.. O.o unbelievable.. hemm.. wifout wasting too much time on it go bck change formal wear den rush bck for claz.. i use bout one hr to finish all of them.. sum time rely admire myself, so short de time oso cn do so many work.. wakakaka.. ' shiok sendiri' XD

死亡。

死亡真的离我们好近好近。。

我总是跟自己说，

即时，我忽然走了。。

我没关系。。

因为我每一刻都没让自己后悔。。

可是，这一刻，

我好想好想我最爱的妈妈

如果。。

如果。。

我忽然的走，

最不甘心的，

就是没好好爱我妈妈。。

我爱她，

却没有认真表达过。。

刚刚忍不住，

打给她。。

差一点，差一点。。

泪就往下流了。。

我到底是这么了？？

最近总是想妈妈。。

sunday 4.21am

wondering y i kp slp late.. ppl kp askin me to slp early bt i stil owes slp late.. wondering.. don ask me y i cnt slp so late.. i oso dono.. the day before yest, i send a msg for my mum, 10sumthg, told her i miss her, she slp edi.. jz wan to say i miss her.. den 2day, shud say yest nite, she call me, ask me wat happen? i use a happy tone told her i miss her so much.. don dare to let her noe i cried.. she told me she kp having headache, go for doc doc said she has high blood pressure.. so kp having headache.. my heart broken.. i cnt do anythg, cnt bring her go for doc, cnt help her do houzwork, cnt help her fetch kai n wei, i cnt do anythg.. hw useless m i?? i stil wondering.. wondering prefer to get far away frm houz is a correct way o nt?? me myself say nvr regret for wat i had decide.. bt.. i feel lik regret frm getting far away frm mummy. jz noe tt i m such a mummy gal.. is hard to be independent.. i wish i would nvr grow up, forever is my mummy gal..

又想家了。。

到了极限了

仍然一直忍耐

很想很想

回家

很想很想

听见妈妈的声音

却迟迟不敢拿起手机

害怕听见妈妈声音的瞬间

泪会往下流。。

好怕好怕

泪会控制不住

拼命往下流。。

好想回到以前

还没成熟的我。。

可以毫无保留的

在妈妈面前流泪。。

可是现在我还怕了

害怕在妈妈面前流泪了。。

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我好像变得好脆弱

泪水像是遇上雨季

拼命的往下流。。。。

坏了。。

好像。。

什么都坏了

手表坏了

书包坏了

拖鞋坏了

心情也坏了。。

反反复复

复复反反

听着同一首歌

看着同一个地方

头脑完全放空

心中只有歌词

久久。。

久久。。

没能回神。。

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没关系， 不是你的问题。。

只是我没那福气。。

没福气却又爱上了你。。 ^^

选择

选择往往是困难的。因为总会担心做错选择。。

其实做选择没有对与错。。也别后悔会选错。。

话说

有一个女人有个交往三年的男朋友，感情冷淡下来了，这是出现了另一个男生。就让男朋友为A，男生为B。

女生不知道要选谁，结果她选了A，可是后来的日子依然在吵吵闹闹中度过，最后又拖了两年，最后还是分了。。而，B也有了另一个女友，到现在依然很幸福很甜蜜。。女生后悔了，后悔为什么当初不选B。她祈求上天再给她多一次机会。让她做多一次选择。。

上天答应了。。但是，结果却不是她想要的，她和B依然过得不好，因为两个人的性格并不相配。。甚至还坏过之前那一段感情。。她更后悔了。。

所以做选择千万别怕对与错，也不要后悔，因为你永远不会知道你的另一个选择会是对还是错。。你永远不知道或许你现在的选择是比你另一个选择好一千倍，即使现在的情况再坏。。只要你相信，现在的选择是对的，即使再坏，都会好过另一个选择，不后悔自己的选择。。与其把时间浪费在后悔上，倒不如把往后的每一秒都让自己更开心，更充实。。

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潇洒。。

人都说我很潇洒，

我不认为，

因为我也会因为在意某些事情，

在意到心痛，

在意到流泪，

在意到我真的好想好想回去。。

可是，我却不会埋怨为什么我当初做了这个选择，

因为那是我自己的决定，

我有能力做出决定我就有能力承担后果。

我告诉自己后悔并不能让我倒回从前，

但快乐却能让我充实的过每一天。

我们永远也不会知道另一个选择的结局是什么？

有谁会知道另一个选择会比现在的选择好呢？

或许另一个的结局比现在这个更不好呢？

又有谁会知道呢？

所以当你认为现在过得不好时，

别认为当初做得选择是错的，

因为，或许当初你选择另一条路时，

现在的你是更痛苦的。。

我并不潇洒，

我只想快乐的过每一天。。

泪流过就算了。。

我还是那个快乐的我。。^^

27.9.10 sunday

yest go prom nite.. din enjoy much act... jz took many photos.. wif leng zai.. ^^ hemm.. 2day go out, houzmate de admire bring us go shopping.. ^^ nice.. hehe.. den din finish my ass.. so 2day burn midnite oil.. hoho.. oh.. i found tt malaysia rely small leh.. my fren hr is my primary sch claz mate de gf leh.. den my ns fren is my houzmate's fren's gf.. wow.. lol.. rely small.. wil hav a quite bz period frm nw i thk..

2 management assignment

1 management test

1 moral assignment

1 mx assigment

1 golf test

1 penilaian assignment( coming soon )

oh gosh... so many.. haiz... n sum is wif 10 person a grp de. hw to do work wif so large grp de ppl oo?? susahnya.. sum mol mix wif malays.. cnt communicate wif mandarin.. hard leh... bt den... gambateh~ ^^

对不起。。让你孤单了。。

对不起

电话铃声响起。。

是她。。

传来耳边的。。

是她落寞的声音。。

细述着她孤单一人。。

心头一紧。。

心疼了。。

她的声音是多么的寂寞。。

也苍老了。。

强颜欢笑的。。

故作自然的与她聊天。。

控制着自己。。

别把不快乐带给她。。

在我需要她时，

她毫不犹豫地陪着我。。

毫不保留的为我付出。。

而我，在她需要我时，

在她出声留住我时。。

我毫不留情的转身离去。。

说着。

我是为了我的梦想。。

但我却忘了，

她也有梦想的。。

她的梦想在我们的出现后

就深深地埋藏在心底。。

把我们变成她的梦想。。

妈妈。。

对不起，让你孤单了。。

没有人陪我过中秋节。。

也没有人陪你过中秋节。。

我又想你了。。

怎么办？

你是孤单的对吧。。

以前。。

你的声音没有孤单的。。

现在。。

你的声音传来阵阵的。。

孤单的味道。。

是我让你孤单了吧。。

是我转身离你而去了吧。。

是我不好对吧。。

是我辜负了你对吧。。

对不起。。

我爱你。。

除了对不起。。

几乎。。

其他的都不该说了。。

让你孤单了。。。

bck to hostel le...

泪。。流多了就不珍贵了。。

i noe i shud update my blog le.. hehe.. thk to write a long post bt den.. dono start frm whr leh.. feel tt gt many thgs to write.. hw?? :p

well.. i go kl for 2weeks, nice~ go slp jen thr.. bt den don hav photo.. coz jen gt camera.. cnt show off my cyber shot. :p so if wan me wif jen n pangkor de pic go fb n jen's blog. hehe..

在吉隆坡的每一天都是充实的，一天去玩，一天休息。买了很多，也吃了很多。还好，我没变肥。。:p 可能因为吃得多，走的路也多。学会了很多，学会坐地铁，最后一天很坚持的要自己一个人搭地铁去车站，我知道危险，但我相信我能，是该学会独立了，不是每一分每一秒度有人可以给我依靠，虽然很多人都觉得我很小孩，什么都不会，可是当你放手时，我是什么都会的，对吧？？只是想多依靠而已。。学会了一些在吉隆坡做人，那就是，脸黑黑的面对每个不认识的人，不管是谁？^^ 然后很成功的，安全的抵达目的地。。我相信我是长大了。虽然不想面对这个事实，可是我还是长大了。在吉隆坡买了很多手信。搭堂姐拿回去了，妈妈说我有乱花钱了。。嘻嘻。。我只想对你们好一点，虽然我还没学会赚钱，但我已学会花钱了。嘻嘻。。去了邦格岛，超爱的~美中不足，我错过了浮浅。不过没关系，我相信我还有机会。虽然说自己长大，可是还是很喜欢玩。。下一站那里？槟城。。^^ 然后呢？？还在计划中。。 :p 回到了hostel，回到了需要努力的世界。。很不甘心，但我必须。。 为了未来是吧？我的未来，茫然中。。现在暂时只想到。。玩！！！ :p 回hostel的前一天，我妈打来，向我投诉了种种。。她在家很寂寞吧。。弟弟妹妹总有自己的活动，最后只剩下她一个，以前总是陪在她身边的我，叛逆的离开她，对不起。。我想你。。自己躲在房间哭了。。还吓到了朋友。我还是不够坚强对吧？朋友问：为什么你自己躲在房间自己哭？我说：面对人，我有点哭不出，只有真真崩溃时才会吧。。面对妈妈无助的声音，努力控制自己的眼泪。。责怪这自己的无情。。我爱你妈妈。。我想你。。对不起。。我现在才发现，原来我尽然没有妈妈的照片，回家要拍多多她的照片，放在电脑，放在电话。。中秋快到了，就在明天，后天考试。。hemm..我大学了吧。。身边的朋友都有了伴侣，问我羡慕吗？讲没有是骗人的，少许是会吧。。可是没有想过要找，有个念头是，我要做工了才找。。嘻嘻。。顺其自然吧。。有时候看到他们会觉得单身也是很好的。嘻嘻。。:p 答应过要放照片吧？当当当~哦，jen 我忽然想到那天下雨天我们做了疯狂的事情，忘了拍照，在大庭广众大跳。。。 答浪答浪答浪答浪~哈哈。。好怀念噢。。我的照片乱跳的，将就点吧。。嘻嘻。。

suddenly find tis.. hehe.. eggs~ miss u..

ns frens~ miss lots.. ^^

affected by jen.. lik to camwhore ki.. bt den.. stil no skill.. ignore others.. i m listening to song n updating my blog.. ^^

nice sunset when me n jen goin bck to kl frm pangkor..

nice rite?? thk to buy for my bro.. bt 68.. hemmm.. i spend lots edi.. hehe..

gt a lil blur.. bt.. gt c ah gid thr?? hehe.. :p

tis one is after my ice skating wif ns frens.. hoho.. 跌得痛也跌得爽！！！别说我变态，跌过就懂了。。

我可以说是伤痕累累的回到batu pahat..但我没白过我的假期。。超爽！！！还要！！！

me wif rebecca..^^

sweetie wif sally mummy~^^

me n my beloved sally mummy~ ^^

rebecca~

satisfy wif my update?? hehe.. shud b long enuf.. ^^ nw is 3am in the morning edi.. jz nw slp for 2 hrs.. don feel lik slp.. so.. do assignment.. :) hemm.. i nd to practice my eng mol.. my broken eng.. haiz...

13.9.10 monday

tis two weeks me at kl.. so don hav time update my blog.. shud say don hav line hr oso.. hehe.. cum hr for bout a week edi.. shud say mol den a week edi.. cum hr go shopping, go eat, go play, n learn hw to use ktm, lrt n monorail.. hoho.. well.. i bought a dress for prom nite edi.. hoho.. n oso bought many shou xin for family.. oli daddy's nt yet buy.. dono wana buy wat. tt day go out wif ns fren.. hehe.. my dear sally mummy n oso chui lin.. all grow pretty n pretty le.. hehe.. den we all go for ice skating. oh gosh.. so many ppl coz is satuday plus public hol. n so much ppl make me owes fall down.. fall down 7 times wifin 3 hrs.. n my leg o che le.. so big de o che.. wait me go bck johor den wil upload the pic. hoho.. even vry painful bt den stil vry satisfy.. coz i lik ice skating n miss my ns fren lots.. after tt sun go watch piranha wif jen, oh gosh.. me n jen don wan to eat fish on tt day.. coz so disgusting. so xue xin.. heard tt gt lil kids vomit after watch tt movie.. den tml i m goin to pulau pangkok.. hoho.. bt den me cnt play water.. coz.. my daddy say gt jelly fish n wil cause itchy. so go thr cc n play play n eat eat.. i heard tt pangkok famous wif seafood!!! hohoho.. my eyes bling bling when i heard food.. hoho.. no wonder i m growing fatter n fatter.. bt nvm, food is the most important.. wakakaka.. hemm.. gt sum photo wana post.. bt den wait me bck johor ba.. hehe..

无题。。

深夜里。。

播放着爵士的音律。。

仿佛在异世界。。

没有思想。。

没有其他。。

只有爵士的旋律。。

脑子跟着爵士的旋律。。

转动着。。

转动着。。

想家~

人家问：你家在哪里？

说：砂劳越。 人

说：哇！好远哦。。

我说：哪里会，很近阿，要游泳过去而已嘛。。

其实心里知道家真的很远。。

第一次离家这么远，这么久。。

一切是自己想要的。。

现在实现了。。

没有后悔。。

只有浓浓的思念。。

又想家了。。

寂寞

茫茫人海

周围是色彩的

只有自己是黑白

茫茫人海

跟随着所有人

却发现心是孤单

茫茫人海

有笑脸有哭脸

自己的却是麻木

茫茫人海

孤单被赶走了

寂寞却走进心里

忘了有多久~

忘了有多久

没有用话语释放我的心情

忘了有多久

把自己当鸵鸟不面对事实

忘了有多久

没有真真面对我的不愉快

忘了有多久

没有拿下面具让脸孔呼吸

忘了有多久

没好好让孤单陪伴我过夜

忘了有多久。。。。

爵士的音律

陪伴着自己

细细的旋律

慢慢的享受

探索着心情

提醒着自己

什么是重要的。。。

爵士的音律

陪伴着自己

让黑暗包围

拥抱着双膝

慢慢的品味

浓浓的寂寞

忘记不想记的。。。

29 August 2010 Sun

is a sunday... 8 hr rely gt a lil bit pek cek during weekend coz owes nd to thk wat to eat for lunch n breakfast.. haizz.. coz weekend don hav wai mai oso.. kesian.. lazy to go out oso.. lol.. nd to pass up my law assignment after sept hol.. which mean i nd to done b4 hol o nt i cnt go play during hol.. n oso nd to study my economy. yeah!! left few mol days i wil b 8 kch le.. wakakaka.. wana go cheras, go sunway meet my ns fren n oso meet my dear jen jen.. after tt nd to buy dress for my prom nite, n mayb heels oso.. scare tt over budget ah.. stil nd to buy shou xin for my family.. huhu.. den go pangkok play!!! woo hoo!!! my fren say me rely pandai go to play.. dono me cum uni is for play o study.. den i told him i cum hr lawat sambil belajar.. wakakaka.. nice rite?? hehe.. having live alone outside.. SUAN!!! othough vry vry miss my mummy.. nw is for pic toking.. *random*

the book tt i do research for my law assignment.. oh gosh!! so thick!!!

undang undang ah~

haizzzz

property law ah~

me n leng lui~

my houzmate~

golf~ bt me nt in coz i m the camera lady~

we all made tang yuan together.. nice~

cat.. cute??

we~ gt one nick name.. 十人帮 haha..

random~

finish~ lol.. lantern festival is cuming.. cnt go home eat mooncake wif mummy.. bt i stil wil staring 8 the same moon wif my mum.. mummy.. cn feel my miss?? miss u lotz..