sunday 4.21am

wondering y i kp slp late.. ppl kp askin me to slp early bt i stil owes slp late.. wondering.. don ask me y i cnt slp so late.. i oso dono.. the day before yest, i send a msg for my mum, 10sumthg, told her i miss her, she slp edi.. jz wan to say i miss her.. den 2day, shud say yest nite, she call me, ask me wat happen? i use a happy tone told her i miss her so much.. don dare to let her noe i cried.. she told me she kp having headache, go for doc doc said she has high blood pressure.. so kp having headache.. my heart broken.. i cnt do anythg, cnt bring her go for doc, cnt help her do houzwork, cnt help her fetch kai n wei, i cnt do anythg.. hw useless m i?? i stil wondering.. wondering prefer to get far away frm houz is a correct way o nt?? me myself say nvr regret for wat i had decide.. bt.. i feel lik regret frm getting far away frm mummy. jz noe tt i m such a mummy gal.. is hard to be independent.. i wish i would nvr grow up, forever is my mummy gal..