爱情是需要争取的。。
幸福也是。。
结果是什么？？
不知道。。
但至少。。
曾尝试过。。
知道自己还放不下。。
就要别放手。。
别害怕。。
当踏出第一步。。
就什么都不怕了。。
也别再逃避了。。
那只会让自己更痛苦而已。。
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你那么爱她。。
为什么不把她留下？？
。。。。。。。。。
哈哈。。 不会了。。 哪一位帮忙接一下。。这是写给某某人的。。虽然不知道他会不会看到。。 但还是祝福他。。希望他不要觉得我多事。。 嘻嘻。。不管发生什么事。。我们这些朋友都会在你身边。。支持你。。加油哦。。

me oso gt ntg to write leh..

hemm.. everytime i say gt ntg to write 8 laz write vry long de.. hoho.. today hav a che quiz.. i did quite bad.. coz x study much.. hemm.. tml is thurs.. n den tml de tml is fri.. huray!!! is habour day!! x nd go sch x nd tui.. bt i stil hav to bcum driver.. thk so.. if my dad don hav work den x nd bcum driver.. hoho.. fri afternoon wana go for badminton.. hui sang ask hui ting n ivy to join oo.. they cum bck to kch edi leh.. hui ting finish her matrix edi leh.. so unfair.. i stil hav half yr to go.. n noe wat?? i met michelle lim today oo.. hehe.. bt i wonder tt when she cum bck?? bt she told tt she cum bck seen laz time jz nt yet go bck thr oli.. hemm.. when she cum bck laz time ho?? dono leh.. who cn ans me?? lol.. n i wana go out 8 fri nite.. dono cn o nt?? shud b cn gua.. hehe.. hemm.. thk wana write sumthg bt dono wat to start.. lol.. tml hav pa quiz la... haizzz..

forgetful

damn la... i omoz finish writing tis blog edi bt d pc jz hang lik tt.. n it did nt save automatically.. hw cn treat me lik tt??? plus i so forgetful i may forget wat i wan to write jz nw la.. haizz.. even my tui i oso forget leh.. guys.. i forget to go to tui tonite la.. haizz.. i wonder tt i wil forget my muet speaking test on 5th of may.. guys.. pls kindly remind me everyday oo.. hemm.. i rmb wat i wan to say liao.. sum ask me tt wil i regret for continue in f6?? my ans is no act.. coz f6 is a new experience tt we may nvr try during our secondary sch time.. hemm.. such as bring radio to sch n listen to song during free period.. doin d experiment report ourselve.. sumtime gt copy la.. othough wil tired bt tts a new experience rite?? for me la.. hehe.. n.. lol.. watever la.. cn feel tt nt d same as b4.. hemm.. feel wana go for a travel in d future.. i wan 背包旅行.. feel mol fun.. hehe.. vry free.. cn stay whr i wan cn go if i don lik.. if don hav money den jz go for temparory work.. is temparory spell lik tt?? lol.. hemm.. nd to slp liao.. tml stil hav a quiz.. nitezzzz...

shit!!!

hw 4getful m i?? shit la.. i 4get go to tui 2nite la.. hw wil i 4get ho??? wat m i doin ho?? haizzz... dono leh.. moody again.. tis few days owes moody.. dono y?? jz lik jen say.. owes don hav reason de.. haizz..

damn hot weather....

y tis few days de weather damn hot ho?? wana melt lo.. jz lik sang sang say.. hemm hemm.. rely finaly lo.. finaly d exam over finaly d charity sales over.. i thk quite successful ba.. othough din sell lots of money bt we finish vry early lo... hemm.. frm 8 til bout 9 oli oooo.. hehe.. n i left o others for them to clean up.. m i so irresponsible?? i m d leader leh.. hehe.. don k la.. haizz.. tired ah.. everyday wake up so early in a week lo.. rely tired lo.. don hav enuf slp leh... praying tt tml wun hav quiz.. hoho.. praying praying.. haizz.. m i escaping?? nt gd to do so rite?? hehe.. i oso dono y m i escaping.. lol.. mood swinging lo.. dono y?? n damn tired la.. hemmm.. feeling lik wana escape sch tml lo.. bt tts nt gd oso.. nt enuf rest la... hemmm.. wana go out la.. i wana watch movie la.. i wana go eat la... i wana go play la.. i don wan study la.. lol.. noe wat?? laz nite i watch ghost movie.. den cn't slp.. tt cause me vry tired today.. T.T i oso don wan de.. den y i watch ho?? coz my bro watch so i acc him lo.. bt he don scare oo.. me scare oli.. bt i stil watch oo.. dono y?? i found tt many thg don hav ans leh.. so don kp asking y.. lol.. i wana go kk la.. y my parents nt allow... i m adult edi........ i nt kid anymol.. i wana go la....... T.T i wana go... i wana go.. i wana go.. hazzzzzzzzzzzzz... long time din write poem edi ho?? bt i don hav lin gan leh.. next time ba... m i vry loso?? i thk so.. read others blogs o write bout main point de.. bt my owes go around d bush.. lol... m i write correct bout tt cheng yu?? correct gua.. hehe.. my eng nt gd de..

finish muet lo...

i finish my muet exam today lo... bt... seem lik nt vry gd.. i thk nd to sit for d exam during yr end.. vry difficult leh... those ppl thk tt we learn eng mol den cn do such difficult de que meh?? mayb it jz difficult for me bt compare to laz yr de que.. haizz.. laz yr de much mol easy lo... haizzz.. tml wil hv a charity sales.. dono wil go on successful o nt?? lol.. don k so much.. jz let it b.. hemm.. feel sry to yan.. coz promise go to pick her tml bt at laz cn't coz don hav car to use.. n... my pc kena virus ahhhh... n vry serious til d pc hang jz nw.. i thk nd to reformat again.. lol.. my pc owes reformat de.. hohoho.. dono y oo.. my pc gt antivirus leh... avg de leh.. y others use avg de wun kena so serious de virus y my well ho?? haizz.. nvm.. bt i thk i better buy a pendrive to save my thg first..

后悔有用吗？？？

有看报纸吗？？ 家里是看星洲日报吗？？ 有看的话都会知道。。 这件事发生在台湾。。有一对夫妻。。家里是承续祖业。。 煮油面为生。。有个七个月大的女儿。。 原本本来应该幸福的家庭。。因为女婴的父亲常常熏酒。。导致夫妻二人常常发生口角。。 有一天。。女婴的父亲送外卖出去。。 但是过了几个时辰才回去。。母亲看到了。。也闻到了他身上的酒味。。而当时她正忙得不可开交。。看见自己的丈夫这么不争气。。就非常生气。。开口便骂。。而后两人便争吵起来。。女的责备丈夫不做工也不看顾孩子。。那为什么还要孩子？？干脆把孩子丢进水锅里算了。。那时喝酒醉的父亲，经不起挑战。。一把抢过女婴。。丢进沸腾的水里。。母亲不敢相信他真的这样做了。。过后便赶快把女婴拿起送往医院。。女婴受的伤害是我们无法想象的。。女婴全身有百分之八十四被烫伤。。而一般在受到全身面积百分之二十的烫伤就有生命危险了。。后果可想而知。。而疼痛有分十级。。最严重的是十级也就是孕妇生孩子时的疼痛。。而那女婴也承受了十级的痛。。连大人都无法忍受的痛。。一个七个月大的婴儿却必须经历这样的疼痛。。多残忍。。过后女婴脑死。。几天后便宣告不治。。还没来得及探索这世界的美丽，还必须在离开前经历如此惨痛的经验。。为什么如此残忍？？？女婴的父母。。事后都在忏悔。。但有用吗？？有用吗？？？一个小小的生命已被夺走。。所承受的痛也不是忏悔就没了。。人往往在失去后才后悔。。但后会有用吗？？？有用吗？？？那也挽不回什么了。。

wat to write??

dono wat to write leh... yesterday slp vry early coz tired.. n gt quiz today.. pa n phy.. anywhr phy teacher seen to forget bout d quiz.. hehe.. tis morning having headache jz after woke up.. den i take panadol lo.. who noe after i ate my breakfast i vomit o d thg out ofcoz include d panadol.. den thk nt to go to sch.. wana change my uniform liao.. den i c py d letter.. realise tt i hav to go to sch today.. coz i muz giv her today.. othough i dono tt she rush for it o nt?? bt in case.. so jz go to sch lo.. hemm.. i noe she so bz for d club thg.. plus oil oo.. so i don wan bcoz of a letter let her moody again.. cheer up.. lol.. c me so nice... haha.. jz kidding.. frens is owes bside u when u nd.. rmb oo.. don thk tt wil mahuan others.. coz frens r willing to help.. hehe.. hemm.. i gt study pa leh.. bt.. stil gt such kind of results... hw cn?? mayb i nt enuf concentrate during study ba... hemm.. tis sat wil hav muet exam edi.. den sun wil hav charity sales.. at blind centre.. cum support oo.. hehe.. hemmm.. tml wil nd to duty.. lazy leh....lol.. jen ah..... feel wana hang out wif u guys la... bt.. owes don hav time plus exam is near edi... haizzz... miss u guys... hugssss... sally mummy... hehe... miss u oso... oh ya.. do u hav pic during ns?? tt i don hav.. cn send me?? hehe....

Monday。。。

hemmm.. start a new week again... n start to bz lo... tis sat wil hav muet exam lo..... den sun wil hav sale 8 blind centre.. n i m d leader.. coz they choose me.. haizz.. i nt don wan to b d leader.. bt i scare i cn't handle it.. n tts in rush edi.. plus i scare i do nt enuf gd..haizz.. hav a position tts mean nd to hav a bigger responsibility.. jz lik py.. tis morning my dear py stil vry gd de.. bt after recess she tok wif her club teacher den she bo md liao.. din even hiu me... py.. missing original u la.. oli c ur happy face few days nia.. den.. lik tis again.. waiting for u to cheer up oo.. tis afternoon my houz bo electricity again.. again?? yup.. again.. coz same situation happen seen yesterday for few times.. n finaly i found d disc vry important to me.. gt my ns frens pic inside oo.. wana c??? wan leh... hehe.. den let u guys c my buddies during ns.. frens walk together for 3 months.. having happy n hard time together... one of my nan wang de ji yi..

tis gal is d one who ever live in my houz during cny oo..

ermmm.. sally mummy ah.. don blame me.. i rely cn't rmb wats her name..

she is my roomate n a nice malay gal in d camp..

my sally mummy.. :)

c.. me so dark..

tis one is miao miao.. nt her nick name oo.. her name rely is 妙

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tis one is siao wei.. a cute gal frm kuching high.. i lik her jiu wo.. hehe..

sally mummy.. i forgot her name oso.. sry ya.. hehe..

susan aunty.. y ur face lik tt?? lol.. my dear susan 'aunt'.. hehe..

me wif sally mummy.. miss u leh...

luckily i cn find bck my disc.. o nt... T.T i wil cry leh.. hehe.. missing......

太多的来不及。。

来不及的爱。。
来不及表达的歉意。。
来不及挽回的错误。。
来不及实现的语言。。
来不及送出的祝福。。
来不及离别前的最后拥抱。。
我们总有太多的来不及。。
我们总以为时间会等我们，容许我们从头再来，袮补缺憾。。
岂不知“撒旦如狂野的狮子，遍地游行，寻找可吞食的人”。。
灾难永远在我们毫无防备是降临 。。
你无从躲避，无能惧怕。。
我们能做的，只不过是在还来得及时。。
小心呵护手中的珍宝，一刻也不放松。。

wat d?!

y??? y wil b lik tis??? such important thg i wil simply put... n nw i cn't find it.. hw cn lik tt?? i rmb whr i put laz time.. bt jz cn't find it thr... y wil lik tt?? mayb i jz kless.. tml wil nd to find again.. haizz.. hemm.. fri o sat?? i thk is sat.. b d driver for whole day.. n jz realise tt drive by others so xin fu..... lol... tml jen n dam dam wil hav their exam edi lo... plus oil n gd luck oo... tis few days owes headache,, dono y?? nt so serius bt jz make ppl sienzzz bout it.. cn't concentrate in doin everythg.. haizzz...

hemmm.. m i lik tt?? lol..

november baby

Has lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Think forward. Unique. Brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient. Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Doesn't appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest. Keeps secrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable.

happy birthday to li fei....

happy birthday oo.. dear li fei.. i dono tt 2day is ur birth act.. if i noe i wil 4low u guys go out laz nite lo.. shun bian celebrate.. lol.. anywhr.. happy birthday.. n nice to hav fren lik u.. i noe i so old.. lol.. don laugh.. oli me cn laugh.. lol..

friday...

hemmm.. friday lo.. one week lo...haha.. crazy la.. hemm.. 2day i din go babminton.. py n sang sang ask me go bt jz feel lazy.. mayb next week ba..n py ask. i din go out wif jen 2nite meh?? i said i lazy.. she said i oso wil lazy to go out de meh?? lol.. yalo.. dono y leh.. jz don hav md.. so adnormal la.. lol.. anywhr.. gt feel lik wana go out 2nite lo.. bt.. haizz.. they go padungan n i jz finish my tui 8 9.30 n i dono hw to go thr frm my tui centre.. n i oli cn bck home b4 11.. so.. suan le ba.. jz bck home.. hemm.. during on d way bck home.. lol.. i play wif a person.. ermm.. dono gal o boy act.. hehe.. oli noe tt person drive kancil.. hehe.. nt play la.. act is lik competition.. lol.. c who is faster... ofcoz.. i won.. coz tt is kancil.. n guess wat i did.. i purposely left him bhind me vry far den i slow down to let tt car gt cloz.. den.. i speed up again.. lol.. nt vry fast act.. oli til 100++ is d higher speed.. lol..fun rite?? haha.. jz too boring.. shhh.. don tell others oo.. lol.. n.. take note pls: small kid don learn oo.. hemnm.. eating gui lin gao nw.. delicious oo.. hehe.. tis weekend gt lots of hw leh.. plus oil oo.. tml nd to wake up early othough nt a sch day.. coz of vad meeting.. n noe wat?? d meeting bcum so early jz bcoz tt geng of guys wana go play bsb after tt.. cn say tt d president make d meeting such early jz bcoz tt geng of guys.. if nt mistaken la.. i heard is lik tt.. shhh.. don tell others.. lol..bt.. b nt vry sure la.. hemm...mayb jz rumour..haha.. n i gt a project bout muet.. make a magazine of 3 pages.. n as long as join tt competition.. gt pizza eat oo.. hemm.. othough i wan to do tt bt i don hav grp.. coz my teacher make us into 3 grps of 5 in d claz.. n my grp members don wan to do.. gt one member say tt he don wan to do under tt teacher.. hemmm.. haizzz.. i dono y i wil b in tt grp.. dono wat to say.. so unlucky??? mayb gua..hemm.. seen lik i don hav free pizza to eat lo.. shhh.. again.. don tell others oo.. lol.. y i kp gosip bout others 2nite ho?? miss ya. every1.. i mean miss u guys.. especially 8 west malaysia de.. rely miss u guys.. jen don jealous oo.. i oso miss u.. lol..

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hemmm.. having gastric again.. tired la... tml don wan go badminton lo.. lazy.. wat m i thking nw?? i dono.. d 1st time i don hav md go play.. even jen ask me go out tml nite i oso nt interest.. wats wrong wif me???? nt bcoz i don hav time.. nt bcoz i nd tui.. jz bcoz i don hav md to go out.. sry jen.. sry.. i nt purposely... rely nt.. i oso dono y??? i seem to b nt lik myself.. errr.. nt mean tt i hate myself.. jz mean tt tts nt me.. y?? don hav md to go out.. don hav md to play.. don hav md go 4 badminton.. don hav md to read comic.. don hav md to watch tv.. don hav md to do everythg.. wats wrong?!!!! i dono.. i rely dono.. hope tis md oli wil remain til 2day.. after 2day den bck to normal liao.. haizzz.. i seem lik nt to write a long blog 2day.. sry guys.. don disappointed oo.. ermmm.. m i spell correctly?? i mean disappointed.. tts o i wan to say 2nite.. hope tml wil b a new day..

星星

今夜的星星好美。。 回想起那时。。 我们一起看星星的日子。。 几乎只要是晴天。。我们都一起看星星。。 三个月。。 日子说长不长。。 说短不短。。 一起的日子。。有快乐有悲伤。。 我们都一起度过。。我们已分离了一年多。。 你在西马。。我在东马。。遥远的距离。。 让我总是思念你。。 然而。。 忙碌的日子。。会否让我渐渐忘了你？？今天是你生日。。 虽然我不是第一个祝贺你。。但我希望我会是最后一个祝你十九岁生日的那个人。。生日快乐。。芷羚。。想念你。。看见星星。。就像看见我们相处的日子。。那时候。。可以说是我有史以来最珍惜最难忘的日子。。星星。。请带着我的想念我的祝福。。送给遥远的她。。在睡梦中的她。。亲爱的。。我会把你一直放在我的记忆里。。是你把我那三个月的时间填满了色彩。。五颜六色的色彩。。

梦

朵朵云彩带着美丽的梦。。
梦里有我的祝福与牵挂。。
送往遥远的你。。
睡梦中的你。。
可否在梦里遇见我？？
就让梦带着我们飞翔吧。。

我不想忘记你

我努力想起你笑着哭泣。。
让自己深爱你才学会放弃。。
我不想忘记你。。
就算可以。。
我宁可记得所有伤心。。
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记忆中的抽屉。。
越来越多的回忆。。
害怕哪一天。。
在抽屉里。。
再也找不到你的影子。。
我不想忘记你。。
只因你在我生命中添上色彩。。
虽然最后的颜色是灰色。。
但至少不是空白的。。
一个人的时候。。
总喜欢打开抽屉。。
找找你的影子。。
好让你的不会消失在记忆中。。
谢谢你。。
参与了我生命中的一部分。。

一个人。。

一个人的时候。。。
思想总是乱飞。。
打开了深锁在记忆中的抽屉。。
想念以前。。
想念他。。
一个人的时候。。
总是思念着你的肩旁。。
你的怀抱。。
一个人的时候。。
总是思念着你的体温。。
你的香味。。
一个人的时候。。
总是思念着你的问候。。
你的关怀。。
曾几何时。。
我们不再那么亲密。。
曾几何时。。
我们之间只剩下回忆？？

suffering

haizzz.... yesterday morning i ate ice-cream n i drink cold drinks.. waa... so nice.. coz yesterday is a sunny day.. bt.. during afternoon.. hemm.. i found tt my aunt cum.. i noe tt i wil suffer liao.. i 4gt to count when laz time my period cum la.. derrr.. n during nite time.. :( vry painful la.. cn't even slp leh.. anywhr 8 laz oso slp la.. T.T rely vry pain leh.. bt nvm.. i though tt 2day i wil b ok.. bt when i jz wake up start to suffer again.. hw cn lik tt??? painful la.. T.T haizz.. i thk i wil b mol bkful when eat ice next time.. oh ya.. gt one mol thg is.. cn we take paracetamol during period?? as i noe is cn't leh.. bt yan argue wif me say cn oo... so hw leh??? lol..

moody.....

moody??? yup.. moody.. y?? dono again.. yesterday was gd friday.. me n my family go to mount singai.. hemmm.. vry tired leh... haizzz... bcum so lauzy.. laz time i go i stil cn handle it bt tis time.. haiz.. is bcoz i hav been a long time din execise?? thk so.. after tt laz nite go to yan houz.. n play cards... hemm.. act wana ask jen go out wif me mayb go watch movie o wat de.. bt after tt she say cn't go.. so i plan to go yan houz lo... den after tt she say cn go liao.. so everyone jz go yan houz n play.. i go pick angkao n dam dam.. hemm.. finaly i gt chances to pick n send angkao.. lol.. everytime he bcum my driver quite pai seh.. after play cards 8 yan houz we watch movie.. hemm.. yan houz cn bcum cineplex edi.. lol.. n.. after finish d movie is quite late edi.. i promise my parents tt i wil bck home 8 10+.. lol.. so when i drive bck.. u guys cn imagine lo.. haha.. kolian d dam dam.. gt scare by me ma??? hehe.. bt dono y.. jz after bck home my md suddenly bcum so down.. dono wooo.. y??? moody moody.. seem lik u vry lik me leh.. owes find me..

happy birthday oo.. angkao.. :)

2day is a crazy day.. u noe wat?? i having che quiz in d 1st period n pa quiz in d 2nd n 3rd period.. den after tt?? guess wat.. haizz.. i have my phy quiz for my laz two period.. so.. plus o together is 3 quiz in a day.. n yet i finish my phy practical report 2day.. jen.. u ask me y so tired ah?? nw u shud noe edi.. n nt yet finish oo.. tml stil hav another quiz.. mx2 quiz.. hemm.. i feel tt.. hw to say ho?? exhausted?? nt so.. bai gan jiao ji.. cn say lik tt la ho?? haha.. 2day is angkao birthday.. happy birthday oo.. tis afternoon go eat n play 8 kado.. wif jen yan angkao n dam.. hemmm.. crazy la.. n they took many pic of mine when i nt perasan.. derrrr.. so ugly la..lol.. den we go hock lee.. ermmm.. izit spell lik tis?? dono leh.. hehe.. go thr play games.. i stil left two tokens leh.. 2day me vry guai.. go bck home b4 7.. lol.. coz angkao nd to go bck b4 7 oso.. they send me bck de oo.. bt vry pai seh my houz so far n yet stil owes ask angkao to drive me bck.. bt act is yan drive using angkao car la.. n everytime nd to qian jiu me.. i mean owes mahuan others when go out wif me.. hehe.. bt i noe they don mind.. :p thx oo every1.. hehe.. hemmm.. having gastric again.. y i owes suffer frm gastric ho?? n yet i love coffee.. tt make me suffer mol.. lol.. don ask me y i noe wil gastric stil wan to hav coffee.. i jz love coffee.. no matter after having coffee i wil hav serious gastric o nt?? i nvr regret to hav it.. mayb u guys wil thk tt y i lik to hurt myself bt tt dao li jz lik if u love o lik a person.. othough u noe wil gt hurt bt u stil nvr regret to do so.. hehe.. same dao li.. hemm.. yan wil scold me again.. coz she owes stop me frm having coffee bt i owes ignore her advise.. hehe.. wat to do?? i jz love it.. cn't stop rite?? so yan.. sry oo.. i noe u k bout me.. hehe.. oh ya.. gt another interest thg.. 2day i gt another nick name oo.. they giv me de.. try to guess.. lol.. cn guess??? no oo?? den i jz say out d ans.. they say i m pak loh arp.. in chinese mean... 卤鸭肉。。 hemmm.. u guys muz b wondering y i gt tis name rite?? lol.. bt u guys cn guess edi i thk.. coz my skin colour vry dark jz lik pak loh bak.. den d arp cum frm whr i oso dono.. lol.. i lik a duck meh?? no leh.. haha.. hav fun wif my new name.. anywhr i lik turtle mol.. i don mind if u guys cal me black turtle.. tts much mol better den pak loh arp.. haha..

quizzzzzz

quizzzzz.. tml wil hav 2 quiz.. one is pa n one is che.. n tml de tml is mx2 quiz.. huh??? so many quiz?? yup.. so many.. n 2day jz did an experiment.. phy exp.. den thurs oso gt a che exp.. nwaday de exp bcum harder n harder.. procedure stil nd to write ourself.. i mean phy de.. lol.. stil nt yet finish my report coz d results gt problem so nd to comfirm wif my partner xien jieh jz den i continue my report.. luckily oli hand on thurs.. n today gt vad duty.. kolian py nd to stay til so late jz coz hui ting is late.. tis friday is gd friday.. so x nd go to sch.. plan to go climb mountain wif family.. act jz a small mountain ofcoz.. 8 singai.. n x nd tui for fri coz hol ma.. hehe.. d tui centre nt open.. i wondering tt... hemmm... wat i wondering ho??? muet exam is around d corner edi.. m i prepared??? i don thk so.. tml is angkao birthday.. happy birthday oo.. hemm.. gt go out to celebrate.. hehe.. n tml d che claz cancel lo.. dono y?? den don hav extra claz any mol.. dono y oso.. so tml i nt counted as skip claz oo.. hehe.. i feel vry vry tired edi.. dono y?? jz feel tiring.. tt yan yan on9 4 a while den disappear liao.. i oli ask a que den she dc edi.. haizzz.. waiting for her to on9 again bt stil din c her.. lol.. nw jen on9 liao..hehe.. hey.. y i nd to say bout tis ho?? dono oo.. too boring.. hehe.. tt dam dam stil don wana reply my msg.. lol.. nvm.. tml wil meet liao.. hehe.. nd to burn midnite oil lo... i ever read frm an article saying tt if a person too stress at laz wil giv up everythg.. yup.. everythg.. so i oso wondering tt happen on me... coz laz time de me nt lik tt de.. if i gt bad results i wil study vry vry hard to improve myself.. stil rmb tt laz time i cry in d claz after i gt 58 mark for my mx during f3.. den after tt i nvr gt such low mark for tt yr.. o 70 to 90+.. bt after f3.. i change edi.. a large changes.. even i gt fail for my exam i oso nvr cry for it.. y??? tt happen after i gt my pmr results.. i wondering m i too stress during i f3??? i dono.. nw i gt hardworking.. bt hardworking for a few days.. totally 'put' myself into study n hw.. bt oli for few days.. after tt i bcum lazy again.. tt affort jz cn't continueously.. i dono y??? i try vry hard to force myself bt i owes cn't concentrate.. i noe i cn't force myself too much bt i nd to.. if nt i dono hw to continue my f6.. time fly.. i don hav much time edi.. hw many time cn i waste?? no mol edi.. i nd to concentrate.. concentrate.. hemmm.. i noe i cn de.. jia you oo.. i hope i thk too much.. hehe..

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hemmmmmm... don hav thg to write leh... 2day... anywhr... stil wana say tt.... boring la........... boring.. boring.. lol.. jen don scold me oo.. write so short de blog.. lol.. sickening.. lol.. so weird la..... oo??? who is so weird??? me la.. who else??? u?? who r u?? i m u la.. stil ask??? me??? who m i??? u r me la.. derrr... ha??? u make me blur la.. who r u n who m i oo??? haizzz.. hw stupid u r.. i m u n u r me la.. so difficult to differentiate meh?? no nd to thk la... haizz.. u jz nd to noe u r me n i m u.. tts enuf.. lol.. y u lik to 自言自语 ha??? ha??? gt meh??? i m toking to u leh.. u nt say tt u r me n i m u meh??? tts mean u r 自言自语啦.. izzit??? lol... haha.. jz wana for u guys to laugh.. hehe :p.. hav a nice day..

幸福

传说。。
有两只狮子在草原上。。
是一对母子。。
小狮子听说幸福就在尾巴上。。
所以一直追着自己的尾巴。。
妈妈看见了。。
就问它。。
你在做什么？？
小狮子说。。
我在追寻我的幸福啊。。
您没看见吗？？
妈妈听了。。
笑说。。
你为什么不一直往前走？
幸福就会一直跟着你啦。。
小狮子依照妈妈的话。。
一直往前走。。
发现。。
幸福真的一直尾随我们。。

其实就像下雪时。。
当我们想要抓住雪花时。。
只要摊开手掌。。
雪花就会掉落在掌心了。。

寻找

寻寻觅觅。。
人一生中。。
都在寻找生命的意义。。
生命的意义是什么呢？？
我说。。
是为了让一张白纸。。
染上五颜六色。。
其实。。
我也还在寻找。。
有人说。。
生命的意义就像是我们的幸福。。
紧追着它。。
总是追不到。。
当你一直往前走。。
其实它一直都跟着我们。。
不知觉当中我们已找到了。。
只是还没发现而已。。

wat a boring day..

boring... haizz.. boring boring boring boring.. after tui hw.. after hw revision.. wat else cn do?? n yet hp low credits.. derrr... my family go to pc fair n i left alone 8 home.. y?? y don wan to follow?? jz wan to b alone... thking sumthg.. listen to songs.. n wat else?? hemmm.. tv?? dono wan to watch wat movie.. play games?? nt interest.. studying?? again??? i wil crazy later... hemmmmmmmmmm... wat cn i do ho??? n yet dam dam don wana hiu me...... jen ah.. waiting u to online leh.... py ah... waiting u to update ur blog leh.. halo... every1.... y i seem so free ho????? y？ y? y? y? y so many y ho?? feel lik... life is meaningless... meaningless???? hw cum?? i gt so many frens share my happiness share my sadness.. colour my life wif different attractive colour.. i gt my family tt love me.. i gt ppl to miss.. y wil meaningless oo??? y i kp on asking myself que ho?? derrr.... wat m i thking ho?? huh??? hey... wat m i thking nw?? hemm.. thking x nd study oso cn score high mark.. thk cn go out everyday wif frens to happy hr.. thking tt i gt so many money.. thking tt i own a car n cn drive out myself alone til vry late.. thking tt go to eat different foods.. different dessert.. different drinks.. go to different places.. kp fit successful.. hemm.. wat else?? hav happy time wif family.. n i wana go to c dolphin.. haha... m i thk too much??? day dreams... nw is nite time liao leh... lol... hemmm.. who wan to acc me to day dreams ha?? lol..

angry!!!!!

angry!!! y?? explain later.. lol.. jz nw gt ppl complain my blog getting shorter n shorter... lol... tt person noe who is herself la ha?? so.. mayb i wil write a bit longer.. hehe... 2day morning go to sch by driving.. hemmm... mati enjin during i wana park d car.. vry pai seh leh... den after tt gt a meeting for chinese club after claz.. jz bout 15 min.. tok bout d geko mark.. n gt a competition writing novel o essay o poems.. hemmm.. for national de.. writing a novel nd bout 5000 words n 3000 for essay.. title we write ourselve.. poems nd bout 50 rows... walao.. so many oo.. haizzz.. feel lik wana join bt don hav any confidence... anywhr c i free o nt? n gt lin gan ma? after tt go for badminton.. i go to pick hui sang yan n py.. haizz.. den mati enjin for 2 times again.. plus o 2gether is 3 times... i wonder tt i jz a new driver.. bt i edi drive for bout mol den half yr edi la... hw cn?? haizzz.. den after tt... i bck home.. n i go to fill petro on d way home.. n y m i angry???? is when i go fill petro.. tt damn fucker cashier!!! i fill petro wif credits card.. n i say i wana fill til full.. den he say u left d card hr n go to fill petro 1st.. n i jz do wat he ask.. den after tt i go to take bck my credits card.. he told me tt!!! my card cn't use!!! den hw????? i din bring so many money out leh!!! wat d hell!!! he ask me to left d credits card thr n take money 1st jz den giv bck d card... bt i don dare so i jz left my ic thr den go bck take money lo... n damn stupid me!!! hw cn i jz left d card 8 counter n go fill d petro ha???? i wonder y i so stupid don jz ask to fill rm50 is enuf.. haizzzzzzzz.......... hemmmm... feeling better after tis... n one mol thg tt make me fan..... dear dear ah... hw dare u gt no respon after reading my blog ha? haizzzz... 张晋华！！！你再不回复我你就知道！！ 是你挑战我的！！！ 我软硬兼施。。。ok ok.. fine... i noe is my fault.. 我不应该盖你电话。。 对不起。。sry... 那是我心情有点不好。。 我也知道我不该盖你电话。。 对不起。。。 唉。。。。。。。你要我做什么来袮补都可以。。 只要我能做到。。我说话算话。。。
hemmmmm.. tts o i thk wat i wan to say gua.. satisfy yet dear jen?? enuf long?? lol.. shud b enuf edi gua.. tml nd to wake up early in d morning den go to sch 8 6.30am.. so early.. haizz... nd go donation 8 market.. so nd so early.. x nd slp lo.... haizzz...

背叛

过于的信任
带来的
不是对方的信任
而往往是
背叛。。
与
欺骗。。

将心掏出来给人
回来的却是千倉百孔的心。。
后悔吗？
从不。。
只当是。。
买个教训。。

无题

从一开始。。。
输家一直是我。。。
我从来赢不了他。。。
从来都赢不了。。。
我没勇气去赢。。。
因为赢要付出的代价。。。
是输的好几倍。。。
但。。。
对他。。。
不管赢或输。。。
代价都不大。。。
今天我赢了。。。
我不知道。。。
赢的代价。。。
我付得起吗？
或许。。。
让他不理我。。。
我会更容易忘了他。。。

盖电话的那一刻。。。
心在挣扎。。。
真的要这样吗？
最后。。。
我选了以前。。。
我从不会。。。
从不敢。。。
也从不舍的路。。。

思念。。。
再度来袭。。。

happy april fool..

2day is april fool oo... gt go play ppl? lol.. me gt oo.. othough dono they gt fool by me o nt? haha.. yesterday early in d morning 8 sch i scare bt ppl.. scream out loudly.. lol.. den bz for experiment.. hemm.. no thg much happen yesterday.. 2day oso ntg much happen.. oli i go kacao ppl.. lol.. dam dam fool by me.. he bei song me liao.. act i rely wana go out 2nite de.. n md oso swinging.. act rely wana find sum1 go out de.. bt mummy nt allow oli.. hehe.. swing swing swing.. md stil swinging.. even worse den b4.. hemm.. 2day gt che quiz.. nt same as laz time scold so high mark.. oli 33 nia.. mayb others wil thk tt i nt hournes laz time.. bt nvm.. as long as i noe i din.. hehe..