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hemmm.. go out 2day.. hehe.. n so guai de.. 2nite so early bck home.. jz 11 sumthg i thk.. hehe.. watch a movie.. cnt say nice o nt.. jz nt bad bt nt nice oso.. lol.. act gt sum emo.. bt.. dono.. hehe.. sumtime thk tt myself so weird.. if i feel emo den i wil laugh mol happy.. sumhw lik wan to forget my pro by laughing.. sumtime i jz emo n jz look emo.. hemmm.. i noe my sentense sound weird.. bt... hemmm..jz dono wat to say.. hehe.. many ppl owes say i thk too much?? m i?? i don thk so.. many ppl say me vry slow, which mean i wun find out wat happen myself til d thg happen til so serious den i wil noe.. so.. when i found sumthg wrong tts mean thgs go vry serious edi rite?? o i oli sensitive to wat i k so i owes thk too much on wat i k... dono.. its vry hurt.. i dono y she change so fast.. o she jz return to d original her.. jz lik i had nvr appear in her life.. jz lik a stranger in her life.. jz lik we nvr fren b4.. wat shud i do?? to save bck our frenship? m i nt gd enuf? nt enuf gd for others to treat me as a fren.. they owes said if thgs go wrong don blame others, blame ourself.. it is our fault when thgs go wrong.. everythg happen wif its reasons.. wat hav i done til i nt appretiate by others, m i nt enuf zhi ge?
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风说：“我不敢打开我的心房因为我怕受伤。。”
风说：“我怕别人拒绝因为会很受伤。。”
风说：“我不想当我把我的好意给人时，别人都拒绝，我会很受伤。。所以从不在同一个地方逗留。。”
叶子说：“风。。 那么我已经被你伤的遍体鳞伤了。。"
叶子说：“我打开了我的心房，我被拒绝了无数次，我的好意被当成了透明。。我的心被燃烧了， 却再度被浇灭。。一次又一次，一次又一次，不知多少遍了，却还傻傻相信着。。相信着那未知的未来。。相信着，你会带我走。。可剩下的，只有，无声的哭泣。。。”
可是，风已走了，没听到叶子的心声，也不知道，叶子的等待，叶子的期待。。