i cried..

ya.. i cried.. finally agree wif sang tt no matter hw strong u r.. u wil stil cry.. 2day i hav join teong hua which is chinese club in my uni.. in the morning the paid broke n den don hav water n jz wil hav ppl cum to fix on mon.. after tt take van go to uni.. hav lots n lots of fun thr.. lol.. rely a nice program.. hehe.. den meet lots of new frens oso.. lol.. the program start frm morning 8 til 9pm.. so tiring bt so fun.. hehe.. den the 2nd laz pro make me cry.. they ask us to write our dreams.. den after tt they put sad sad song.. den they said sumthg bout family.. make us thk bout our family..... den i thk thk thk til feel wana cry.. bt i hold my eye tear.. n tt time act i lying on the floor.. den after tt my sis came wif holding tisu on her hand. after tt i cnt stand anymol.. i lay on my sis shoulder n cry lik hell.. so embarrassing.. i came hr for bout one month edi.. i din cry for once.. even when i sick n so so so miss home i oso din cry.. i though tt i strong enuf.. who noe.. the feeling jz store n store inside my heart.. n til jz nw.. i cnt stand anymol.. so i cry lik wat.. haiz.. every time i don wan to cry.. 8 my hostel dn wan to cry.. 8 my sis houz don wan to cry.. bt choose a public place to cry..i rely miss my home.. miss my mum.. rely rely miss her... haiz... luckily tt time is wif the light off.. bt den after tt my eye bengkak lik wat.. coz yest i slp 8 4.30am den cry lik tt..haizz.. every1 laughing 8 me.. :p

add on

lol.. gt a lil add on after read sang sang blog.. i din cry.. rely din.. when i cum hr.. i ever feel wana cry bt i stop myself.. i feel wana cry when i was fever n when i toking to my mum.. her voice n her worry omoz make me cry.. n make me vry vry miss home.. bt den i don wan to let my mum wory me.. so.. i din at laz.. so... m i vry strong???? hohoho.. yup.. i m.. i strong enuf to survive outside.. :p ya.. i noe.. even my sis same uni wif me bt din owes meet her.. oli two week once go her thr acc her slp coz no one 8 her houz.. my mum wory so ask me go acc her.. hehe.. so proud of myself.. so nt bcoz same sch wif my sis so i din cry.. is bcoz i strong enuf so i din cry.. wakakaka.. :p

sick@homesick??

i hate medicine!!! haizz... fever for 3 days n 2day finally ok ok.. hope tt wun cum bck.. lol.. few days din on9 edi.. coz of fever.. everyday jz slp slp n slp.. lol.. den 2day wan to on9 bt cnt on.. stupid line!!! noob line!!! haiz.. nw using fren's pc... every1 miss me rite? coz i din on9 for few days edi.. hehe.. :p during sick rely rely miss home.. omoz cry during phone to my mum.. T.T bt 8 laz din.. x nd to suspect.. rely one drop of eye tear oso din cum out.. lol.. i wan to back home!!! luckily i din say out.. o nt my eye tear wil follow my words out.. lol.. den few days blur blur blurrrr.. dono myself doin wat.. so so so pek chek.. lol.. jz few wana go home!!! i wan HOME!!!!! haizz.. din tell anyone pun accept my houz mate coz don wan my family too worry bout me.. bt den my mum stil vry worry bout me so i din tok much to her on hp scare tt i wil cry.. den she wil mol wory..don laugh don laugh!! u guys muz b laughing me coz i m so weak.. no matter mentally o physically.. haizz.. nvm.. jz laugh.. lol.. i noe i vry crazy nw.. tts the effect of eating too much medicine.. everyday jz go pku get free medicine.. lol.. hemmm.. tis is the road tt i choose myself so i nd to go through by myself rite?? bt den i stil hav my lovely family n my dear frenz support me.. u all my mental support.. hw lucky m i being at the world hr.. appreciate all i having nw.. well.. tts o for 2day.. miss u guys lotz.. mixu mixu.. cn accept my 'miss'??

huhuhu...

huhu.. 2nite stay overnite 8 my sis home.. hemmm.. a small room oli... wif a single bed.. which mean i don hav bed to slp.. T.T lol.. bt nvm.. coz hr gt line for me to on msn n hav a video call wif my lovely mum... ohw... so so so miss her.. she told me tt nw oli gt 2 person 8 home.. my bro go for camp.. den everyday dono wana cook wat.. cook liao oso don hav ppl eat.. so jz cook maggie mee.. when i heard tt i so so so down.. sry mum.. cnt acc u.. i noe i myself wan to cum hr which mean i choose to nt stay 8 home.. den she said nw don hav ppl acc her go shopping edi.. tml my sis go for wat wat wat persembahan den mayb go for tuition.. so don hav ppl acc her.. sry.. mum.. i love u n i miss u.. well.. i omoz cry when i heard so.. n i omoz cry for writting tis.. i though tt i wun cry for home sick who noe i stil.. jz tt the timing nt yet cum.. well.. 8 laz i din cry.. lol.. hemm.. tok bout happy thg.. hehe.. wu hu!! tml go summit.. hoho.. go shopping.. c gt anythg cheap to buy.. hehe.. hemm.. nw i jz start my study n i start plan goin to play edi.. hoho.. i thk i stil nt rely suit myself in uni.. coz... mostly they say uni's frens r nt believable.. bt den i stil use to believe ppl.. haiz.. lol.. bt den.. 8 least til nw i stil quiet ok wif them.. hehe.. tts all for 2day.. jz wan to kp myself updating the blog for frens to noe tt i m fine hr.. hoho.. oh ya.. jz nw oso having webcam wif jen jen.. lol.. missing her oso.. frenz.. miss u guys oso.. r u guys miss me??

lalalala..

copying yiin title..wakakaka..2day having claz 8 library de bilik kuliah.. the chair so nice..bt nt enuf to fit 81 of us.. bt den the library in my uni is the biggest library among others uni in malaysia.. nice??lol.. den after tt bck home.. den terus slp.. wakakak..coz laz nite slpt 8 3sumthg jz to complete my tutorial.. hehe.. den after tt we ask wai mai.. n i fall down..... T.T well me so jian qiang de din cry bt.... so shame la... let ppl c tiok.. lol.. den bleeding.. nt so painful act.. hehe.. well.. act i feel vry lucky tt i came hr.. coz hr gt many frens tt vry gd.. den gt the biggest library.. wat else?? i cn call wai mai.. eat pork ooo..wakakaka.. jz tt nd to owes walk under the sun n owes nd to wait for van o bus to go home.. lol.. quiet lik tis kind of life.. well.. kp positive thking guys.. hehe... den everythg wil b fine.. don owes thk negatively.. den everythg wil b bad.. so i m the one who owes cheers coz i thk positively.. n tt make my life easier n happy.. so gd wat.. lol.. i noe my language gt a lil cacat.. hehe.. u guys don mind la ho?? :p

18 July 2010 Sunday

is time to update my blog so tt u guys wil owes miss me.. wakaka.. hemmm.. 2day try to wake up early so tt i wil finish my hw b4 i go out.. at 1st thk tt don wan to go out if i din finish my hw.. hemm .. shud say tutorial.. bt den my sis say she wil go bp mall aso.. *bp mall=batu pahat mall* so i gonna meet her.. i reached hr for two weeks edi include 2day oli meet her for 3 times.. the 1st day tt she come wif me den din meet her til sat she go met me for a while.. so 2day go out to meet her.. lol.. o nt mum wil scold me din miss family again.. :p oh ya.. tell u guys one thg.. my jeans is 破洞 bcoz i lazy to cum down wear my jeans n jz change on my bed.. yaya.. jz laugh.. i noe.. my houz mate oso laugh lik crazy ppl.. lol.. so i go bp mall 2day n get a jeans for myself.. lol.. n hemm.. jz nw stil hav many thg want to write de nw forget le.. oh ya. wan to say i go bp mall ate pizza hut wif my sis oo.. hoho.. next week plan to go her thr slp coz her roommate wil go bck so i nd go thr acc her.. den after i go bck to my home.. i c my houz mate watching drama.. call 掌上明珠.. den so kin teo.. so i jz sit down n watch til jz nw.. lol.. which mean i nt yet finish my hw.. bt i wil finish it l8r.. i don wan to 拖 edi.. lol.. Jen Jen.. i oso wan to go Damai.. lol.. miss u guys la.. miss my family, miss my mum, miss u guys.. miss jen, miss yiin, miss sang, miss fei, miss yan, miss bert, miss my moo moo, miss dam dam... n many many.. haizz.. cnt finish name all.. too much tt i miss edi.. lol.. so.. miss me oso ooo... :)

UNI LIFE! 大学生活。。

我知道。。我的博客死了很久，现在重生了。。呵呵。。第一天去到，很多人都说我的宿舍跟其他的宿舍比起来我的很差，第一天去到，真的觉得我好倒霉哦。。住这么差的宿舍。。哈哈。。可是之后就不会了。。还觉得我很幸运，因为全部都是华人，我的新家是一间单层排屋，三个房间，两个厕所，只是冲凉时要赶而已。然后第一个星期好忙好忙哦。晚上都一两点才睡，一天睡三四个小时而已，这个活动其实还蛮开心的，有的玩，没得睡，哈哈。。然后，我参加了一个叫coral speaking的presentation.还要在所有新生的面前表演，我的天啊！有大概两千多个人啊！本来我是没有参加的后来我表哥讲很好玩所以就参加了，起初我还怪他害我每天不够睡（要排练）。可是后来真的觉得很好玩，尝试着新东西，呵呵。。然后我也病了，不严重，就是咳嗽和伤风而已，吃了药整天昏昏沉沉的。哈哈，听‘大粒’人讲话时就开始睡了，呵呵。。我觉得我的适应力还蛮好的，嘻嘻。开始适应着这里的一切。我很想很想家，可是我没哭，我来这边一个星期多了，可是我没有一直找我姐，因为我有了朋友，我并没有觉得自己孤单，所以我没哭，我的室友都问我为什么我打电话都没哭？？（她们都哭了）:p 我也不知道为什么，就是没哭。。这里有个地方不好就是。。这里会没有水用！！！哈哈。。现在我在这个大家庭里，要互相照顾四年哦。。

My choral speaking group :)

hemm.. tis one so blur.. bt i lazy to upload another one.. so.. hehe.. nvm la.. :p

choral speaking group oso.. bt.. nt all in.. :) a nice experience for me..

guys frm choral speaking.. hemmm.. don hav vry handsome de i noe.. haha..

tis one is we too boring n play tis til crazy.. lol..

hemm.. nt vry clear oso.. bt cn read the word rite?? my house mate de.. haha..

so full de emergency box.. bt don hav thg for stop bleeding.. oli for sakit sakit.. haha..

li hai ma?? tis oso gt bring, the whole box leh.. lol.. my houz mate de oso..

cute? another houz mate de..

hemm.. i noe my pic gt a lil messy.. bt.. 8 least i upload.. haha.. so.. hehe..

one of my houz mate is kitty fans.. lol.. one series de leh...

her laptop oso.. n even her umbrella.. bt i din take de photo.. lol..

lol..c hw many thg tt they b.ring.. lol.. wonder hw they pindah next time.. haha..

wahhhhh.. sedapnya.. u guys muz though tis mine rite?? bt nt.. lol..

cute?? yiin ah.. i found u in my houz.. hahha...

tis is my room.. so messy rite?? gals room is lik tt.. haha.. hemm.. my messy spell correct??

tt one gt blue blue colour de is mine.. n gt notice tt don hav tetangga?? so everyday i go up using tt chair.. haha..

tis one is the study table.. bt nt mine.. lol..

hr oso..

wah... their tables so full......

notice the table tt hav the less thg?? n so messy de?? lol.. tts mine... they o ask me.. y u table don hav thg de ha?? lol...

hemm.. mix wif others pic again.. moo moo.. i found u in Batu Pahat Mall.. lol..

yiin ah.. i found u again lo.. every place cn find u.. lol..

py py py... lol..

cute??

hoho..

moo moo... is u again..

moo moo moo moo

me wif my roomate.. a nice gal..

guess who is tis?? my cousin.. lol...

lol.. mix wif choral speaking pic again.. lol..

my fancilities... thx them lots when our minggu haluan mahasiswa baru..

tis one oso..

my houz mate..

my fancilities...

tis one oso.. my cousin oso one of my fancilities.

my choral speaking grp oso.. nice person.. othough r malays.. lol.. they so funny...

notice tt leng lui?? one of my houz mate oso.. hoho..

hemmm.. so blur de pic.. bt i cn tell u tt he is Badawi.. cum to our uni.. lol..

tis one is me myself.. lol.. the end.. for the pic.. fb oso gt many my pic.. others tag de la.. hehe..

well.. everythg is fine hr jz tt sumtime don hav water.. den the food hr mostly malay food.. bt den.. 2day we cal wai mai.. hoho.. gt pork to eat.. wakakkaa.. i miss porkkkkk.. haha.. u ppl muz b asking hr gt ntg to eat i gt bcum slimmer ma?? the ans is... no... i stil remain the same.. coz othough don hav nice thg to eat i stil wun let myself staving.. hoho.. anyway.. i jz wondering y i nt bcum slimmer..coz me everyday walk for a long distance in my sch.. n go hr n thr.. n sumtime lost in sch compound.. y i din get slimmer?? i din increase my volume of food leh.. haha.. wondering.. everyone gt miss me ma?? miss u guys la... my mum kp on scolding me y i din go find my sis.. coz i gt frens ma.. don wan go mahuan her.. lol.. n my mum kp scolding me coz seldom call bck home.. hemmm.... dono y.. jz seldom.. i vry miss my mum miss my daddy.. miss my sis miss my bro.. jz tt i din call.. lol.. i m trying to bcum mol n mol independent.. lol.. so i din cry.. hehe..n showing the photo jz to let u guys noe.. i m doin fine hr.. x nd to wory bt miss me oo.. hehe.. take k oo every1.. i wil b bck during oct.. hoho..