空间。。

每个人都有自己的空间
人并不属于哪一些人的
需要自己的时间
拥有自己的时间
人总有要孤单的时候
人总有心情不好的时候
人总有莫名其妙低落的时候
所以记得
要给身边的人一些空间。。

朋友。。

朋友。。
是什么？？
是当你有困难时
会义不容辞地跳出来
当你不开心时
当你的垃圾桶
当你不想说话时
静候在你身边陪伴你
如果你生气了
要记得大声说出
在乎他们时
要记得大声说出
他们不是我们肚子里的虫
不知道我们生气了
不知道我们在乎什么
不知道我们想什么
但是他们也会有没空的时候
所以别埋怨他们忽略了你
为朋友的付出
就有回报的
他们会懂得你的付出
不是交上朋友
就把全部的信任交出来了
包括我在内
受伤的心是很痛的
痊愈了还是有疤痕的
所以曾被伤害过的心
是不会那么容易相信他人的
即使是真心
却不代表信任
要得到信任
不是那么容易的
得看别人要接受多少的付出
才看到你的真心
才发现可以完全把信任交出
要得到
就得不在乎一切
但却要在乎他们的感受
不管遇到什么挫折
再辛苦都好
都别放弃
有一天心是会被打动

无可否认的
友情已经变质
不再是以前纯纯的友情
多了忙碌
多了猜疑
多了忽略
多了尴尬
多了爱情
多了将来的目标
少了无话不说
少了完全的信任
少了无悔的付出
少了单纯的疯狂
少了单纯的快乐
少了现在的珍惜

知道这首歌吗？？
××××××××××××××××
“红蜻蜓”
看那玻璃弹珠越来越少
烦恼越来越多
我们已慢慢地长大了。。
××××××××××××××××

不期望回到当初
改变不了
就努力维持
只要付出
我相信一定能打动他人的心
现在虽然没有完全的信任
至少有他们在身边的守候。。
朋友
我不知道你明白我说什么吗？
这是我的想法。。
我的相信。。
因为我的付出有了回报。。
你生气表示你在乎。。
是件好事吧。。
但是要记得开心哦。。
因为还有我在乎。。
在乎你有在开心吗？？

hemm hemm hemm..

let me thk wat i wan to start 1st.. ok.. start wif wat i did 1st.. 2day morning i din go for extra claz coz rely feel uncomfortable.. believe me pls.. den i watch drama for d whole morning.. den i go for badminton during afternoon den i go eat abc wif jen sang n fei them.. they o feel weird y i cn go for badminton bt nt extra claz.. i mean my clazmate ofcoz.. nt jen them don understand.. haizz.. lol.. hemm.. den nite gt tui.. hemm.. noe wat.. yan let me so touched.. she say wan to deliver porridge to me oo.. i say my houz so far x nd.. bt she say tt its worth for her to spend d petrol money for me.. jen jen.. don jealous oo.. hemm.. i so touch is bcoz i nvr noe tt i cn trust by a fren so much.. i owes though tt i cn't trust by ppl.. hehe.. i don mean u din trust me jen.. i mean nt oli her who make me feel so.. many ppl make me feel so.. my eggs la.. yan la.. n jen la.. hemm.. tml i nd to go wat wat wat place to join wat wat wat program.. force by teacher.. haiz.. haizz...

hahahahahahaha.... finaly.. finaly.. hemmm.. seem lik gt a bit crazy edi..

guys.... miss me ma??? so long din update my blog edi.. hehe.. finaly finish exam lo.. so stress ah.. finaly finaly.. during exam i so guai de din on9 oo.. gt oli on9 a while oli.. :( during exam seem lik gt many thg to write bt nw seem lik o gone edi leh.. ppl.. tell u oo.. my phy die edi.. me edi wake up 8 2am to study edi oo.. bt d next day i stil forget everythg.. T.T haizzzz... i thk oli my che gt improve oli.. i dono tt i go tui for my phy is for wat?? wasting money nia.. bt let go nw seem lik til half half leh... lol... hemmm.. others oso don c any improve.. izit bcoz i too lazy?? thk so.. nd to b hardworking a bit.. anywhr.. nw exam finish edi.. hohohohoho.. hohohohoho.. i wana go play lo.. hemmm.. sat nd go wat wat wat.. dono wat la.. teacher ask us to go de.. me yan n sang.. den sun i go beach lo... go lundu.. hoho.. overnite oo.. hehe.. den 3th of june.. go bbq.. go liu ching home.. hehe.. den.. stil gt wat activity ho?? oh ya.. 8th of june go lawatan 8 power plant,sejinggat thr.. hemm.. den go beach again wif jen them on 6th of june if on.. hehe.. stil gt wat ho?? oh ya.. forget one vry important thg.. i wana go watch nite of d muzium 2!!!!!! hahaha.. jen jen nw gt others ppl to miss liao.. don miss me lo... haizzz.. lol.. jz kidding.. hehe.. yiin ah.. vry cold blooded de.. don wana hiu me during d exam.. lol.. haha.. hemmm.. tml go for badminton.. yan tiao gei mai ki.. yiin oso tiao gei don wan go badminton say wana watch her ppl dancing.. lol.. hemm.. gt a lil nt feeling well.. feel lik fever leh.. OMG.. A(H1N1).. T.T haha.. touch wood touch wood.. jz kidding.. plan nt go sch tml.. hope tt teacher wun angry.. haizz.. don k so much la.. feeling nt well ma.. gt reason nt don hav reason.. lol.. yiin ah.. go update liao.. 　

ermmmm

guys.. act i nt rely wana angry her de.. hemm.. othough rely hurt tt time bt after tt.. hemmm.. i oso dono y i so k bout tt?? jz wan to let her noe tt next time cn't ignore me lik tt.. hohoho.. n i vry no use de oli angry her for one day.. after she go melaka.. she send msg to me n say sry n i jz excuse her.. lol.. jz a msg leh.. haizzz.. din punish her.. bt during she cum bck she sure wil bomb by me de... lol.. stil rmb i ever said tt fren is when we nt satisfy wif each others den we nd to speak out.. so.. i sure wil bomb her de.. hoho.. hemmm.. yesterday when i drive home.. i langgar d sch main gate.. on de left side of my car.. tt time i send my lao gong home.. sry ya lao gong.. heart attack yet?? i oso dono y i so hate d sch oo.. 3 times edi oo.. infront of my car langgar once.. d bck of my car langgar once.. n nw d side of my car oso langgar once.. next time langgar d other side of my car izit?? touch wood touch wood.. hemm.. mayb d car de ba zi nt suit wif sch de.. lol.. x nd to say ofcoz bomb by my mum.. den my mum kp complain tt i owes drive vry fast.. hemm.. ok lo.. i change lo.. bt i wondering if i drive slow wil i fall aslp?? hemm.. next week sat exam lo..... hemm.. my lao gong de hair bcum so short leh.. hehe.. n she stil dare to sit d car tt i drive leh.. act nt relation wif her hair short.. hehe.. wana go watch movie la.. guys.. don watch muzium two 1st.. we go watch during holidays.. hohoho.. tml nd to go to sch 8 7.30 for gardening den 8 am nd to go vad meeting.. hemm.. bz leh.. wat else i wan to say?? dono oo.. hehe.. jen ah... ntg.. jz call for song.. yiin ah.. rely sry.. lao gong ah.. hemmm.. miss me ma?? lol.. yan ah.. stil don wan forgive u if u din take d pic wif u wearing d competition skirt n let me c.. if u din do so.. don wan to tok to u during u bck frm melaka.. hohohoho.. oh ya.. gt one name long time din mension edi leh.. dear dear ah... gt miss me ma?? hehe..

。。。听见了吗？？ 那是我心碎的声音。。

她。。
明知道我受伤过。。
她。。
明知只要我交朋友。。
就会把心都交出来。。
她都知道的。。
却还是撕开我的伤口。。
她说。。
她不想让太多其他的人知道。。
她。。
把我也包括在其他人里面了。。
是其他人啊！！！
原来。。
我是如此不值得被信任。。
原来是我的错啊。。
她说。。
只是小事一桩。。
何必在意？？？
原来我在她心中只是小事一桩啊。。
哈！
好过什么都不是。。
不是吗？？？
迟一点。。
我会不会变成什么都不是？？？
我以为。。
只要我付出。。
不管人家令不领情。。
都没关系。。
但。。
原来我错了。。
原来我也是贪心的。。
原来当我付出时。。
我也希望他人会珍惜。。
而不是当我的真心什么也不是。。
已经复原的心。。
又碎了。。
碎了。。
已经碎了多少遍了？？？
数不清了。。
是我的错吗？？？
错在自作多情？？？
是我自己活该？？？
错再把真心给他人？？？
谁能告诉我？？？
要如何把心变成钻石？？？
坚硬的钻石。。
那么。。
心就不会那么容易碎了。。。

心痛

她。。
到底承受了多少？？
我不知道。。
也想象不了。。
只觉得。。
心痛。。
还如此年轻的她。。
竟然承受了那么多。。
在她的背后。。
有着不为人知的秘密。。
她却没保留的。。
让我知道。。
而我。。
才发现。。
原来我的世界那么小。。
原来还有很多其他的世界。。
围绕着我。。
在五彩缤纷的世界里。。
充满了陷阱。。
一不小心便踩了进去。。
不过没关系。。
只要努力爬出来。。
就好了。。
过去的就让它过去。。
现在才是重要的。。
未来才是重要的。。
不知道为什么。。
只想在她身边支持她。。
而不是排挤她。。
虽然。。
会在意意其他人的过去。。
但还是有少数人是不在意的。。
所以。。
别在意自己的过去。。
重要的是现在和未来。。
故事纯属虚构。。 凡有相识。。 纯属巧合。。 :P
对不起。。答应了。。 却没做到。。 因为。。我忍不住。。 对不起。。希望有接收到我的道歉。。对不起。。

finaly....

finaly i gt my time to write my blog.. haizzz... dono y jz so bz to write blog.. feel lik gt many thg to write tis few days bt jz don hav time to write.. wat i wan to tell ho?? laz time i wrote my blog is when ho?? laz fri.. hemm.. sat go to cancer home.. hemm.. oli gt two children thr coz others go to hospital.. after bck home.. my mum ask me go take bath immediately coz scare i bring virus home.. i thk i shud bring her thr n ask tt incharge person to giv her briefing.. lol.. act cancer patient hav vry low immune system after they hav treatment.. n tts mean tt they wil gt sick much mol easier den us n d effect is oso much mol serious den us.. so.. d cancer home thr muz b owes kp clean.. i thk d cancer home thr is even mol cleaner den my home leh.. lol.. den afternoon go tui nite time go my grandma thr to eat.. my mum go celebrate mother's day for her.. hemm.. i celebrate wif her on sun.. sun morning we go d new open restauran named 真功夫 to eat dim sum.. walao eh.. gt so many ppl leh.. stil nd to wait for sit leh.. bt d thg quite expensive.. nt vry nice oso.. d management thr oso nt so gd.. kp let costumer to wait.. lol.. hemm.. heard a story frm a person on yesterday nite.. drugs.. giv ppl many bad effect.. when go into it.. wil b vry hard to get rid of it.. i vry pei fu them who gt into it n get rid of it.. especially they who jz hold by themself.. i cn't imagine hw much r they suffer when get rid of it.. hemm.. today morning i drive to sch.. den i park inside d sch.. guess wat.. i langgar d tiang again.. bt nt so serious.. jz a knock.. i park bside crystal car.. n during i park his car door is open.. i though tt he is purposely den i jz din stop bt wif a slow speed.. who noe.. let a teacher c tt.. jen ah.. ur teacher ah.. tt marry.. den after tt she call me to her office.. haizz.. d 1st day of d week.. d day jz start den i kena bomb edi.. haizz.. d teacher said tt y i drive so kless?? n she said tt if i stil drive lik tt next time den she wil complain to doc chai n don let me drive into sch next time.. wat d fxxx.. haizzz.. i don blame d teacher bt jz affect my mood for d whole day.. n yet today is d 2nd day my aunt visited.. vry painful la.. after tt i blame by pa teacher again coz gt a bad results during d quiz.. after tt we hav our mx2 quiz.. damn hard la.. bt mayb bcoz i din study hard enuf..so today jz damn tired... haizzz... lao gong ah.. r u ok edi?? lol.. do u guys noe who is my lao gong?? lol.. hemm.. my blog vry lo so rite?? hehe..

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moody moody.. dono y again.. hemmm.. yan ah.... i hate u liao.... haizzz.. i noe u wana concentrate on study.. jen ah.. say ur fren a while la.. she is 360 degree change ah......... haizzzzzzzz... 2day go badminton wif ivy sang n hui ting.. lol.. py ah.. miss to play badminton wif u leh.. hehe.. 2day is ks birth.. happy birthday!! our claz bring foods to celebrate wif him.. teacher bring water melon for us leh.. n i made gui lin gao myself.. hehe.. they o say quite delicious oo.. gt buy a present for him.. bt is a secret... hohoho.. l8r u guys wil noe edi.. qi dai we go out 2gether.. hehe.. tml is wesak.. we r goin to children cancer center.. ermmmm.. is cancer o cancel?? shud b cancer rite?? my mum kp on worry.. dono she wory wat?? wory i wil kena jangkit frm d children thr n gt cancer.. i wonder hw much she noe bout cancer.. o she jz wory tt i wil jangkit others decease.. haizzzzz... a tired day... suddently so miss my dear de shoulder.. hehe.. so comfortable when lean on his shoulder... tired la... plus moody.. sum1 say today is a special day for me.. izit?? y i don thk so.. lol... hemmm.. jen ah... rmb take mol pic ooo.. don kp on shopping oli.. lol.. 2day act quite crazy lo... especially during nite time.. during my tui i kp playing wif lisa.. ermmm.. is lisa sim.. nt tan.. lol.. don perasan oo.. haha.. n kp laughing for de whole nite.. i thk others sure wil thk tt we r crazy edi.. eat wrong medician.. haha.. bt othough we play bt we oso gt pay attention during teacher teach ofcoz.. o nt is wasting money lo... tired tired tired.................... arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tml wil hav muet speaking exam..

i though i gt a long time din update my blog.. bt oli 2 days nia.. lol.. rely don hav thg to write act.. tml wil hav my muet speaking exam.. hope my grp cn hav a mol easy topic.. hehe.. plus oil.. n my exam start 8 20+.. hemm.. don rmb which day liao.. hehe.. i though is 10+ leh.. lol..

try tis..

everyone.. try tis.. i lik it.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m8TQfapB-nI&feature=related.. especially wat tt guy said.. love a person is try d best to make her o him happy.. n willing to do everythg for her o him.. tts nt stupid.. tts love.. owes b happy oo.. my lover..

hohoho.. finaly go out..

hemmm.. tis few days owes thk to go out.. hehe.. finaly 2nite i go out wif jen angkao li fei n dam dam lo.. hehe.. tis afternoon go for badminton wif sang sang ivy n hui ting.. hemm.. hui ting growing slimer n slimer leh.. lol.. she din eat?? ivy nt much change.. hoho.. n noe wat?? i saw gt a pair wearing couple shirts oo.. both wearing red colour shirt?? is after due o jz qiao he?? lol.. both of them oso show tt they r ai mei.. bt they din admit leh.. hoho.. guess who?? is greg n png leh.. haha.. ask py to go wif bt she jz go to jogaton tis morning.. hemm.. shud say yest edi.. lol.. ask yan she say she was having date wif her books.. jen jz go mount singai n she don hav energy to go for badminton edi.. n 2nite i though tt i left my racket at d court.. scare me ah... 8 laz found 8 sang sang thr.. lol.. hemm.. den nite we go 'ya wang' eat.. den we go patio.. hemm.. vry weird la.. d situation.. coz moody.. who?? dono oo.. hehe.. den we go waterfront.. go naik sampan.. go around d river.. hehe.. n i found tt li fei vry handsome leh... hoho.. den i drive jen them bck jen houz.. sumthg tt i cn't say coz my sis may read my blog.. lol.. u guys noe wat happen la ho?? on d way go jen houz.. lol.. den i drive dam dam home.. noe wat?? i vry guai today oo.. coz i drive vry kful n hemm.. hw to say ho?? jz vry safe.. haha.. if don blieve den ask dam dam.. n i jz kp quiet for d whole way to his houz.. so quiet.. jz dono y i don wan to say anythg.. hehe.. mayb i jz tired.. gt a lil headache act.. lik to go out wif jen them la.. owes try new thg to callenge ourselve.. such as.. two loser for d cards game nd to eat a 暑条(hehe.. dono hw to spell in eng..) by mouth to mouth.. lol.. laz time is say i luv u to a mo sheng ren.. hehe.. forget hw to say in eng.. hemm.. hw bout next time?? lol.. tml nd to wake up early help my younger sis to make up.. she hav dance tml.. errr.. shud b today act.. hehe.. hav a nice day.. n today is greg's birth.. happy birthday.. n guys.. left sum comments pls... thx..