新年前夕。

新年前夕。。没特别的感觉，没特别的喜悦。。
感觉好像还是一样，没变。只是多了烦恼吧。。
我发现，我害怕变动，却又害怕一成不变。。
我害怕周围的环境换了，我会不习惯，我需要再度适应新环境。
但是我却害怕我一直不变，害怕我没进步，害怕我跟不上别人的脚步。
我更讨厌决定了的事要改变。。
给了承诺要反悔。。我讨厌！！

爱一个人。。

爱一个人，请尊重他/她。

不要让爱变成彼此的负担。

爱一个人就要让他/她快乐。

但切记，不是只有你可以让他/她快乐。

他/她没选择你，别想不开。

因为爱他/她的你，还要看见他/她幸福的活下去。

或许你会想，他/她都不要你了，为什么我还要看他/她的幸福？

但是，爱他/她不就是要给他/她幸福吗？

只是，给他/她幸福的人不一样了。对吗？

同时，要记得好好对待自己。

虽然他/她没选择你，但他/她还是会关心你的， 所以别让他/她但心好吗？

他/她并没有对不起你，只是选了自己要的道路。

请祝福他/她。。

累。。

今天帮姐去教书， 小伙子好麻烦哦。。。
然后去面试，好累哦。到现在还没找到工，是我太挑剔吗？
是吗？好像不是哦。。不管啦。。
一定会有工作吧。
下雨了，以前的我喜欢下雨，但现在好像不喜欢了。
不知道为什么？
那天，去浏览别人的部落格，忽然发现我的部落格好像很幼稚。哈。
明年二十一岁了，是不是该成熟点了？

lisa's farewell dinner..

hoho.. 2day finally go watch the princess n the frog liao.. hoho.. go wif jen oli.. hehe.. den nite go sharing cafe to hav farewell dinner.. coz i ate 8 jen houz liao so i din rely finish my dish 8 sharing cafe.. lol.. wasting money.. stil owe jen money leh.. hehe.. den we go hui yi guo qu ktv.. izit hui yi guo qu?? lol.. hemm.. den i follow seh lin bck.. hehe.. hemmm.. wana find job.. mayb i cn find sum job wif seh lin help.. hehe..

心情日记

回家了。。
去玩的几天， 想了很多
发现原来我很不懂事
一直以为单纯是好的
可是
过于单纯就是白痴了
一直以为
念到高中三就很厉害
可是
原来我只是只懂书
其他什么都不懂的黄毛小丫头
只懂得带麻烦给人的丫头
毫无价值的黄毛小丫头。。。。。。

bck to home!!

jz bck home frm sibu.. go to miri n sibu for 8 days, din go til gua niah which make me feel vry ke si.. hehe.. survive wif jen yiin fei angkao n yi sheng for 8 days.. dono y.. i jz thk tt i m a bao fu for every1, n seem lik me vry noisy n vry fan ren.. lol.. after tis trip dono when wil hav again wif those fren who i k.. many ppl asking y go miri n sibu oo?? thr so bored.. ya.. mayb boring bt thr hav a different meaning when go wif frens.. othough d laz conclusion is tt yy ah is vry noisy for de whole journey n vry fan ren.. othough sumtime feel lik they don lik me coz me too noisy n make ppl feel tiring.. bt.. stil lik to go out wif them.. haha.. is tt call si chan lan da? dono ooo.. hehe.. sumtime may feel sad when they say i m vry fan ren bt next moment i wil continue to kacao ppl again.. haha.. appretiate everythg.. hemmm.. wan to noe detail go jen's blog.. lol.. tis jz my feeling in d trip.. hehe.. din buy much present for family coz dono wat to buy.. o mayb i din put mol effort in finding present.. hehe..

dono d way bck home??

lol.. yest slp til bout 12pm, den afternoon go whr??
forget leh..
den nite time go play badminton,
play wif jen them from 6 til 8,
den frm 8 til 10pm play wif my family which mean i play badminton for 4hrs.. wa.....
den i stil go jog around badminton court..
den 2day my leg vry painful.. lol..
tml is my mum birthday..
go around many place to buy her birthday present,
8 laz buy d present 8 sabarkas.. lol..
mon go miri lo... nt yet pack my xin li.. hehe..

dono wana pack wat.. scare tt i wil forget tis n forget tt..

woo hooooo!!!

finish exam lo... hohohoho.. finally.. bt act i start to relax vry early edi... lol.. bt rely release frm d bottom of heart.. hehe.. den go sing k for d whole afternoon.. pic... all 8 jen thr, don ask frm me.. lol.. den we hav our dinner 8 my home.. yup.. is my home.. jen drive me to my home n eat coz my dad organise a gathering.. dono for wat de gathering.. lol.. hehe.. jen nt d 1st time go my houz eat act.. lol.. den nite time we go bus asia to book ticket.. hehe.. den nite time go bing cafe.. i drink one n a half glass of chocolate which make me vry high.. gt a lil headache liao.. haha.. hemm.. dono wat to say liao.. lol.. jz too excited.. wan to noe mol detail go jen's blog to read.. she wil write mol detail den me.. lol.. nitez everyone..

心情

很忽然的
心情变低落了
不知道为什么
像是想起了什么事
脑子里却搜寻不到
空荡荡一片
总以为我能这样一直下去
一直这般的精力充沛
一直的开心笑着
可是
我好像累了。。。。。

moo moo..

yest i went to watch 2012.. hohoho.. finally!!!
go wif my dear moo moo.. so miss him...
quite a long time din c him lo.. hehe..
den jz after my movie den my mum call me n bomb me!!! WTF!!
i jz go out for one day during laz term exam leh..
exact saying is one afternoon, den nite time i stil go study!
i go out so many days to study she din tell my mum bt oli say i owes go out to play during d exam! WAT THE FUCK!!! U r d one who owes go out n finish d petro n stil say i m d one who finish d petro!

haizzz.. cool down cool down.. lol.. nite time i go to play badminton wif jen elvin n min poh.. den i sprained my leg.. T.T n nw it zhong qi lai leh..
bt nt so serious la.. stil cn walk.. haha..
during we play badminton gt a uncle cum to play badminton wif jen.. lol..
oh.. i forget one thg.. i forget to take pic wif my moo moo again.. T.T