sat 14 jan 2011

jen jen scold le.. lol.. so cum update my blog.. tis few days kinda lazy to upate.. hehe.. bo xim.. new sem of study make me feel tt oh gosh... so hard.. T.T cnt lengang lengang le.. kesian.. haiz.. nd to study hard le.. new sem, went 2 place edi.. othough near near la.. went kukup, near jb thr, went muar, bout 1hr+ car ride.. lol.. kukup jz for relax n seafood, n muar ntg much to play act.. go for the pasar malam thr oli.. nt rely nice.. hemmm.. nt much thg to eat n coz me nw hungry... hemm.. bout eat, my weight is gaining!!! OMG!!! i m 66kg nw!!!! hw cn it wil b lik tis? go bck kch eat too much liao lo.. haiz.. don wan k tt thg 1st.. nw my heart stil 8 playing.. hoho.. let me c.. 1st sem i went pulau pangkor, kl, n melaka, 2nd sem til nw i went kukup n muar.. wana go jb take a look when hav time oso.. hoho.. nw list down whr i haven go.. hoho.. haven go penang, langkawi, redang, tioman, camelon, sabah, ipoh, danga bay.. hemmmm hemmmm hemmm.. so many ah... nd to fast fast collect budget.. hoho.. tis yr four months... den slow slow lai.. wana go redang n sabah 1st.. XD woho!!! memang enjoy.. hopefully i wun forget my study.. lol.. btw.. i stil hav 4 assignment for tis week to hand in ah.... haiz.. bt nvm.. jz easy easy de.. hehe.. XD plus oil!!! hopefully lecturer wun giv test during i go bck to kch, i skip for the whole week ah.. all sub i skip edi.. bo bian.. kch mol important.. tis few weeks my heart is nt 'stable'.. dono wat happen.. haiz.. hopefully i cn fast fast get through..

害怕被遗忘。。

被人照顾是幸福的，

因为你还值得。。

照顾别人是幸福的，

因为你还有价值。。

活着，

总是担心被遗忘。。

扮演弱者只因希望有人疼。。

扮演强者只因害怕不被需要。。

努力的想讨好身边的人。。

害怕被遗忘了。。

害怕没有存在的价值了。。

想保护的人再不需要自己的呵护。。

就像价值慢慢在减少。。

就像。。

下一秒将被遗忘。。。。。。

我的恐惧。。

你懂吗？？？

jen's birthday~

1st of jan, jen's mummy suffer day, lol.

present tt i prepare.. vry 脆弱, kp on falling.. haiz..

den, i late to go pick them,

i dono y i insist to pick jen, moo moo n angkao..

lol.. den after tt angkao don wan sit my car le..

coz he say he nt yet marry, haha..

went delizze, quite nice,

i thk i wan to try the cake thr next time,

many ppl recommend.

blow the candles 8 delizze bt ate them 8 suk ling houz

nt allow to eat outside cake 8 delizze..

every1 tired, dono y?

even me, so energetic de oso.
coz i went out for the whole day edi,

morning til evening went out wif family

nite time celebrate wif jen

plus, i thk i hav fever.

hemmm..

n i found tt i nt suit to bcum a organiser,

i say real de, coz..

din rely provide full information

hehe..

btw, i oso nt a gd leader i thk

due to previous activities*i mean sch's*

othough i active, bt i nt suit to giv direction to others

i oli cn b active member.

lol..

lastly.. jen, happy birthday.. ^^

year 2011

ya.. is 2011 edi, nt much different for me act..

jz nd to change 10 to 11 when i write date. lol..

update blog.. n found tt my blog is boring..

n.. owes lazy to update,

which cause me forget wat i wan to update..

end up..

no thg update.. :p

haha..

satisfy wif nwadays life..

nt too much change o act change lots jz i suit them vry fast?

laz yr hav many vry first time,

1st time leave my beloved family so long n so far away

1st time leave my beloved bed n pillow so long n so far away

1st time din eat mum's cooking for a long period

1st time eat malay's food for omoz everyday

1st time stay 8 west m'sia for a long period

1st time live wif ppl who are strangers n nw r ji mui

1st time hav assignment n owes laz min

1st time enjoy my life wifout tv for so long

1st time i hav fun n spend lots 8 west m'sia

1st time i use ktm,lrt n monorel

1st time i went to prom nite

1st time i went pulau pangkor

1st time i saw blue eye

1st time i went melaka

1st time i fly alone

1st time i climb up to the 3rd waterfall of gunung gading

1st time i saw real rafflesia!!!!

n for the vry 1st time.. i feel so guilty to mummy..

so many 1st time in my 2010

chat about donate organ wif my mum jz nw..

she seem lik nt rely agree wif me..

she ask me to donate blood enuf

no nd donate organ

din tok much bout tt..

ya i noe, touch wood.. y suddenly say tis kind of thg?

bt i rely thk tt live is so short,

who noe wat wil happen next min o even next sec?

so i enjoy every sec of my life nw.. ^^

i dono y i wan to donate organ，

伟大?? i don thk so..

i nvr thk tt i wil 伟大

i nvr thk to save ppl

jz tt, its good to let ppl hav the opportunities to live

if i cnt, den let others hav the chances.

coz the world is so beautiful

don waste it..

if i die suddenly.. yaya touch wood

i hope i cn,

cn donate my organs

n.. i wan 火葬.

幸福的我~

今天有目一睹世界最大的花，不枉此行。。^^

今天去了gunung gading.. 好累好累。。。虽然很累可是还是很兴奋，终于有人陪我爬上第三个瀑布了。。辛苦的确是值得的，我看到了世界最大的莱佛士花。。好感动哦。。今天是冬至节晚上回家过节。。

今天忽然很感慨，

觉得，我真的真的好幸福。。

有着疼爱我的家人，

成为我避风港的家。。

有着陪我疯狂的朋友，

陪伴着我把空白的记忆填满五颜六色的美好回忆。。

有着美好的古晋，

留下家人与朋友的足迹。。

上了大学，

有着陪我苦陪我乐的室友。。

虽然知道要努力念书才能拿好成绩，

我却向往放松点，

活得精彩的人生。。

虽然成绩只是平平，

平时的玩乐却让我庆幸

我没让压力把我自己压垮。。

虽然别人都说那是我懒惰的借口。。

可是人生短短几十年，

难道就要让成绩填满自己的一生吗？

我不要那样的生活。。

我不后悔我选择的路。。

而是对自己的选择负责。。

我真的觉得我是很幸福的。。

有爸妈，有姐姐，弟弟，妹妹。。

有jen,yiin,fei,yan,sang sang,angkao,moo moo,bert,elvin,dam dam,等等等。。。

有pc,enna,muachi,shu fang,ooi,yee yan,yen bei虫虫,ah boon,susie,andy,poh poh,izzac n so on..

还有那些对我微笑过的人，

谢谢你们对我表达友善。。

我真的好幸福。。

好幸福。。

outing

outing everyday after i bck frm johor.. i m broke nw... lol.. rely hav a great day.. morning go eat kolo me 8 xin lian cheng wif yan, evening went hock lee play bsb wif fei n yiin, den bought a book 8 smart n owe yiin RM14, oh gosh.. nw i m fu zi chan le.. after tt my daddy suddenly cum bck.. wondering y he so free.. cum bck twice wifin a week.. don say me bad coz don wan my daddy cum bck.. i jz wondering y he cn go hr n thr wifin a week, nt near lo.. nt tired oo? den 2nite act is me drive de den cnt le.. terpaksa ask angkao drive me home.. hehehe.. thx so much.. wonderland wat wat wat.. hemm.. forget le.. hehe.. rm5 to go in, say nt worth den no, say worth, nt rely oso.. hehe.. hav a crazy n enjoy nite 8 millions which b4 tis is 175. jz wondering y the fish don wan to bite us le.. hemmm.. our legs too clean edi.. XD after tt angkao drive us bck.... the tayar puncture(nt sure is spell lik tis ma? google translate de.. XD) under the rain we try to fix it, nt trying to mahuan anyone de, bt ngam ngam angkao's car don hav ka chang.. so.. terpaksa mahuan angkao's jie fu to help us which live near to matang.. feel so guilty lo.. coz my houz gt a lil far n owes mahuan ppl drive me.. hehe.. btw, gonna ask my daddy o mummy go check the car le coz i owes feel the car wana si huo si huo during i drive it, n i wan go check whether my car gt ka chang bo? hehe.. for safety.. rely thx for angkao.. ^^

home sweet home.. ^^

i m home!!! lol.. i noe i hav been a long time din update my blog.. sory ya.. after few weeks exam.. act is few days la.. bt terpaksa stay 8 batu pahat for few weeks.. me cum bck to kch again.. hohoho.. bt tis time mol excited.. coz mozly fren cum bck le.. hohoho... den 2 day yan fei n yiin go pick me 8 airport.. oh.. so touch... miss fei so much.. less yiin n yan less.. lol.. coz laz few week gt met yan n yiin bt nt fei.. hehe.. fei say me bcum mol beautiful le.. hoho.. nt oli one time she say tt ooo.. XD hemmm.. b4 cuming bck go to melaka n hav fun wif coursemate.. awesome.. 美丽的地方跟对的人去，风景会是更美的，不美的地方跟对的人去还是会漂亮的。。^^ lol.. hemmm.. wan to kp fit.. lol.. tis word i say from form1 til nw stil din success to do it.. haha.. plus tis time cum bck gonna eat lots of hao liao again.. praying tt i wun gain fat.. XD