一个人。。

一个人。。。还没说完。。一个人睡觉。。哈哈。。今晚送我姐去机场，虽说三个月就回来了，但还是有点不舍。。嘻嘻。。
hemmmmm.. frens... nd trust.. wifout trust.. den d frenship is a ntg.. y don i try to trust her? n oso trust myself? giv sum confidence ok?? i trust her n i oso trust myself.. she k bout me de... jz her way nt d same.. hehe.. trust urself my dear... jz take it easy.. hehe.." can angry but must learn to forgive also.. forgive her at the same time forgive yourself.." nd to owes remind myself bout tt.. hehe.. my dear.. i stil hav u.. i nvr loss u.. rely thx to sang sang.. dono y? hehe..
guys.. pls owes remind me tt don do thgs tt i wil regret after tt..
nw vry vry happy... coz.. dono.. hehe.. one mol thg is... my stpm oli start after my birthday!!! hohoho.. i jz check it.. start 8 23th of nov.. hohohoho... so happy bout tt..

emo...

hemmm.. go out 2day.. hehe.. n so guai de.. 2nite so early bck home.. jz 11 sumthg i thk.. hehe.. watch a movie.. cnt say nice o nt.. jz nt bad bt nt nice oso.. lol.. act gt sum emo.. bt.. dono.. hehe.. sumtime thk tt myself so weird.. if i feel emo den i wil laugh mol happy.. sumhw lik wan to forget my pro by laughing.. sumtime i jz emo n jz look emo.. hemmm.. i noe my sentense sound weird.. bt... hemmm..jz dono wat to say.. hehe.. many ppl owes say i thk too much?? m i?? i don thk so.. many ppl say me vry slow, which mean i wun find out wat happen myself til d thg happen til so serious den i wil noe.. so.. when i found sumthg wrong tts mean thgs go vry serious edi rite?? o i oli sensitive to wat i k so i owes thk too much on wat i k... dono.. its vry hurt.. i dono y she change so fast.. o she jz return to d original her.. jz lik i had nvr appear in her life.. jz lik a stranger in her life.. jz lik we nvr fren b4.. wat shud i do?? to save bck our frenship? m i nt gd enuf? nt enuf gd for others to treat me as a fren.. they owes said if thgs go wrong don blame others, blame ourself.. it is our fault when thgs go wrong.. everythg happen wif its reasons.. wat hav i done til i nt appretiate by others, m i nt enuf zhi ge?
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风说：“我不敢打开我的心房因为我怕受伤。。”
风说：“我怕别人拒绝因为会很受伤。。”
风说：“我不想当我把我的好意给人时，别人都拒绝，我会很受伤。。所以从不在同一个地方逗留。。”
叶子说：“风。。 那么我已经被你伤的遍体鳞伤了。。"
叶子说：“我打开了我的心房，我被拒绝了无数次，我的好意被当成了透明。。我的心被燃烧了， 却再度被浇灭。。一次又一次，一次又一次，不知多少遍了，却还傻傻相信着。。相信着那未知的未来。。相信着，你会带我走。。可剩下的，只有，无声的哭泣。。。”
可是，风已走了，没听到叶子的心声，也不知道，叶子的等待，叶子的期待。。

伤心。。。

今天，我哭了。。 从中学开始，我只在班流过一次眼泪，今天。。今天，是第二次。。我忍不住在班上哭了。。是因为我自己的多疑吧。。因为一句话，那或许是她的玩笑吧。。可是，我的心好痛。。好痛。。她可是我的朋友啊。。我竟怀疑她。。可是。。我不知道，我真的不知道。。她向我道歉了，可她没解释，是因为伤害了我而道歉，还是，因为她的玩笑而道歉。。她是认真的吗？我不知道。。明知道她不善于解释，是不是我误会她了？？她说她不在乎。。是不在乎我？还是不在乎其他的？

hehe..

i change my blog layout yest nite.. coz too late edi so din update my blog.. hehe.. using my coffee...... as background.. beautiful leh..... hehe.. bt i cn find bck d shoutmix box.. so.. nvm ba.. hehe.. hemmm.. i wil hav my exam after holidays which mean... i cnt hav fun during d holidays.. haizz.. bcum so lazy to update my blog lo... dono y?? 3min re du.. stil rmb laz time when i jz write my blog, everyday i wil update.. no matter gt thg to write o nt?? jz update.. hehe.. py cloz her blog le.. for many days le... she said.. too many ppl read her blog edi so she cloz it.. haizzz.. wat i wan to say ho?? dono.. hehe.. my eldest sis n my younger sis r sick.. dono is bcoz of me o d virus my sis bring frm jb.. fever leh... for 2days edi lo... hw?? nd to ge li le.. so me x nd go to sch tml.. lol.. thk too much.. suddently so miss my moo moo.. dono y?? lol.. moo moo gt miss me ma?? anywhr he din read my blog.. sally mummy... i miss u so much.... wana c u as soon as posible.. hope so.. hehe.. wait ha... i oso miss jen...... houz de my lotion.. haha.. l8r jen wana kill me liao.. :p hehe..jen ah.... gt miss me ma?? gt leh.. 2 weeks din c me liao... hemmm.. shud b don hav.. she miss another person so don hav time to miss me.. haizz.. jealous.. lol... wat i toking bout nw?? lol.. o nonsense.. anywhr i lik to say it as simple.. simple is xin fu... hohoho...

好幸福哦。。。

今天看了一篇报道。。一对夫妻，不愿领养自己的女儿，在法庭上，母亲当着女儿的面前扬言如果把女儿判给她就把女儿弄死。。 难道那位十三岁的女孩不会心碎吗？ 我发现我真的好幸福。。 加油哦，小女孩。。 虽然你父母不要你， 但世界上还是有很多人会珍惜你的。。
hemmm.. tis few days owes sick sick sick.. headache la.. flu la... haizzz.. everythg cum 2gether.. i wonder when i so weak.. hoho.. 2day i go kch fest again.. hehe.. go wif my family, bring my sis go.. hehe.. vry full again.. haizz.. no wonder i getting vry sick, nt yet recover den go eat fried thg again.. lol.. hemmm.. vry sry to heard tt one teacher pass away, othough i dono who is tt teacher, bt sry for tt..

wat a fun n crazy nite...

hoho.. jz finish take bath.. hehe.. go to kch fest den go westwood to eat.. hehe.. laugh til crazy... hoho... n vry fun oo.. n oso vry vry fulllllllll... lol... athena, sang sang, n jen wif me.. lady's nite.. hoho.. n sry tt i lazy to upload pic.. so go fb thr to c.. jen wil post.. coz.. she vry free compare to us.. hoho.. tell u oo.. athena gt a new nick name.. hoho.. is.. dolphin, noe y? coz.. she saw an aeroplane shape de ballon 8 kch fest bt she call tt dolphin.. haha.. n we kp on teasing her on tt.. haha.. i buy two egg tarts back home for my family.. they say nt enuf full ooo.. wat to do?? i don hav so many money leh.. hehe.. den after we eat 8 westwood we go bck to kch fest again to pick jen's bro.. when jen tok to her bro wif hp.. i thk of myself.. i found tt sumtime i oso so fiece to my younger sis.. i don lik jen treat her bro lik tt.. bt i stil treat my sis lik tt.. hw cum?? dono leh... jz bu zhi bu jue wil bcum so fiece to her.. hemmmm.. nd to change.. hehe.. i wan to bcum a nice sis.. hehe.. n my poor eldest sis.. cnt go kch fest, she bck frm jb 8 16th of august, d kch fest cloz 8 15th of august, so kolian... lol..

melting....

tis few days vry HOTTTTTT ahhhhhh... rely melting lo... d haze pro again.. make me feel vry uncomfortable.. feel lik wana sick edi.. haizzz.. act tt day sick edi.. headache n feel wana vomit.. mayb gastric pro.. haizzz... raining god ah... do u listen to my song??? i sing for many days edi oooo.. y nt yet rain??? haizzzzz